awkwardamanda
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You know you're disorganized when you misplace your to-do lists.mg:
I went to a coffee shop with my daughter and I think I did okay. I am pretty proud of myself. I even carried on a conversation with the Barrista. Maybe there is hope for me yet.
I feel sad at the moment. My dad was the last family member who would talk to me and help me, but after he came round yesterday we had an argument and he said I was just a lost cause and he hated me for all the stress I'd caused him and he didn't want to see me again. He got in his car and I could only stand there and watch as the last family member abandoned me. I'm now totally alone in the world. I've got no food, no money to buy food with. I was so alone yesterday that I got extremely drunk and took an overdose of painkillers. I got scared and wanted an ambulance but since I have no phone I had to go out into the street and ask people for help. Needless to say, everyone just ignored me and walked past me. Things are only getting worse. I can't pay the rent and will probably be homeless in a few weeks.
^Damn, jimmy.:sad: You need to let someone know you are at rock bottom and are in desperate need of help. Are there any old friends that you could call for help? Is there a charity place or church near you that you can go to?I feel sad at the moment. My dad was the last family member who would talk to me and help me, but after he came round yesterday we had an argument and he said I was just a lost cause and he hated me for all the stress I'd caused him and he didn't want to see me again. He got in his car and I could only stand there and watch as the last family member abandoned me. I'm now totally alone in the world. I've got no food, no money to buy food with. I was so alone yesterday that I got extremely drunk and took an overdose of painkillers. I got scared and wanted an ambulance but since I have no phone I had to go out into the street and ask people for help. Needless to say, everyone just ignored me and walked past me. Things are only getting worse. I can't pay the rent and will probably be homeless in a few weeks.
Thanks JCAwesome! What'd you have? An Irish coffee? I'm kidding :sarcastic: I'm glad it was good and you were real brave to have that conversation. You're proud of yourself and I think I can speak for a lot of people here when I say that we're proud of you!
I don't know how a father could turn his back on his son, but you need to be in survival mode now. Are you on disability? It's obvious that you need some financial stability so you can work on getting yourself better. I really think you need to get help, maybe a hospital or treatment center? Drinking isn't helping you at all either, I know that is the last thing you want to hear. You need someone on your side, check yourself into somewhere.I feel sad at the moment. My dad was the last family member who would talk to me and help me, but after he came round yesterday we had an argument and he said I was just a lost cause and he hated me for all the stress I'd caused him and he didn't want to see me again. He got in his car and I could only stand there and watch as the last family member abandoned me. I'm now totally alone in the world. I've got no food, no money to buy food with. I was so alone yesterday that I got extremely drunk and took an overdose of painkillers. I got scared and wanted an ambulance but since I have no phone I had to go out into the street and ask people for help. Needless to say, everyone just ignored me and walked past me. Things are only getting worse. I can't pay the rent and will probably be homeless in a few weeks.
Why couldn't I be born with Generalized Happiness Disorder?
.#409th Way to know if you have an addiction problem with the internet; When your internet time is restricted during a day so that when you ARE able to go on, you hang on to the contents of your bladder until you are darn near it bursting and causing a Niagara Falls puddle on the floor...
^ :lol:
You are too late though, I HAD to go about 5 mins ago. No water falls tonight. :applause:
(your post totally cracked me up, lucky I had because otherwise it would have been a disaster! )