A bit depressed. :sad: Or it could frustration, or both. :idontknow:
Lets just say my family aren't exactly being truthful with me. The lyin', two-faced... Urgh! :kickingmyself:
Why do I bother being nice aw the time?
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Wish could be more active, but, sadly, my disability stops that. Though, it's been suggested ah take up swimming. :thinking: But ma sister has also suggested ah learn the bagpipes, but failed to get me lessons. Could learn on ma own, but it's no easy being self taught.
So we'll see how things pan oot with learning how to swim.
I'm also feelin' hesitant about playin' the guitar again, since it's been a good 12 years since ah wus last, like, well into it. Don't if even know if I'm that good. And recording...? Ah don't know. My sister has also suggested singing, but ah don't huv the confidence. Which is what most o' my problems boil down to...
Hopefully that creative spark will come back at some point. Though, I'm not feelin' inspired much lately. Guess my mind's been so focus on my rehabilitation that there's no been much time for hobbies.