Thanks Gazelle and Feathers, even with my anxiety turned down several notches, the flight of fight response inside of me is still strong in meetings etc, and that is what drains me.
I like the idea of doing a relaxing activity. I've learnt some relaxation and deep breathing exercises and that has really helped. Running always helps
I agree watching diet is important. I've stopped drinking caffiene (Pepsi Max) and my thoughts have a softer edge and I can cope much better. The change has been incredible! After yesterday's meeting by head was buzzing with possibility that my anxiety might be disappearing. That feels great.
I will see if can find that book you are referring to, Feathers. I was seeing a therapist and she introduced me to some CBT, however she left the practice. I was only able to see her three times.