How are you feeling?

jus

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havnt been this depressed for the last 9-10 years.
Something has gone horribly wrong with surgery, problem is worse than before.
Surgeon is telling me to wait a few weeks and its nothing to worry about...... (however other specialists in USA are telling me its going to take months and months and I will probably need another surgery).

Basically spent $7k to make a problem worse. And my Surgeon is allegedly the best in Australia....
 

Kiwong

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You have a bad back too Mountain Girl? Healing vibes sent your way.

Bad backs are a pain in the bum literally and metaphorically. I hurt my back on my run tonight, now I am limping. All part of the running journey.
 

Square_Eyes

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Miserable, like the bottom just fell out of my world. Nobody likes me anymore and I don't blame them. My ex told me that I'd get what I deserve and I guess I have. I don't have a friend in the world, just a couple of fake online ones who use me. I don't want to be here anymore, I wish you all well ::(:

I can't speak for anybody else but I know you'll always have at least one person in this world who truly loves you.
 

StrandedTangle

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Miserable, like the bottom just fell out of my world. Nobody likes me anymore and I don't blame them. My ex told me that I'd get what I deserve and I guess I have. I don't have a friend in the world, just a couple of fake online ones who use me. I don't want to be here anymore, I wish you all well ::(:

I'm only a Newbie; Malady; but I really don't want you to go. I can't stand false people and have even written poems on the subject, so the last thing I want is to be false to you. I would very much like you as a friend though. One who doesn't want to use you.


Becoming Self-ish

Asking questions in the dark
Find no answers, leave no mark,
Throw your voice into the breeze
With all the sound of falling leaves.

People wearing plastic faces
Shedding tears that leave no traces,
All emotions so prepacked,
Waiting for each life-attack.

Masks of fortune, masks of war,
And underneath, no longer sure;
The soul is buried in decay,
Don’t let your true-self slip away.

Normality, banality;
The shallow waters hide the deep,
Don’t be afraid to be free
And be just who you want to be.


Stranded.
 

StrandedTangle

Well-known member
That's an incredible poem, you have a real talent. And thankyou, you don't want to be friends with me though, I can't keep them and I don't deserve them. "not everything revolves around you Sarah" it's almost funny the amount of people who have told me that. I'm no good and I'm done.

Hi Malady; I am here and I meant what I said. I really do want to be friends. Really! My only hesitation in saying that, is that I don't want you to feel more pressured than you already are. PM me if you want to. Please.

Your Friend in waiting;

Tangled.
 
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