anxious and lost. just because i realised last years, how hard it was, like there was a time i couldnt even get outside to reach the mailbox, now im making progress, but still i feel anxious and frightening of things happening.Last time i´m just having a mask, and act cool with everyrthing, but I know I´m still the same person whom been so afraid in life. Sometimes i just realise this again, and I feel very yeah. Lost. but hope.. is out there