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PugofCrydee

PugofCrydee

You want to know how I got these scars?
Kiwong said:
And a simple conversation is what I am after, and which I desperately miss. I would love that. With anyone. I'd love to talk to someone, anyone without my anxiety getting in the way. A conversation which went well, in which when it ends both people feel good.

I guess I dream of finding kindred spirits who lover the same sort of things as me. I didn't have the courage, even to brave a simple conversation. I couldn't believe that anyone would want to talk to me.
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One day I hope you get so tired of your SA bullying you, that one day... just one time, you throw caution to the wind and talk.

You might just surprise yourself.

Oh and by the way, if you ever want a chat- about anything, my door/portal (lol) is always open.
 
Courtney27S

Courtney27S

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I really want to hurt myself but I can't have any more scars. I'm already going to get a tattoo later on to cover some of them up. There's just no getting around the scars.
 
Graeme1988

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Courtney27S said:
I really want to hurt myself but I can't have any more scars. I'm already going to get a tattoo later on to cover some of them up. There's just no getting around the scars.
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Sorry to hear you feel like hurting yourself, Courtney. I used to self-harm myself, so I know the feeling. But it's good that you realise you can't keep self-harming, as you said, there's no getting around the scars.

Isn't there's anything you can do to distract yerself and take yer mind off wanting to hurt yerself?
 
Graeme1988

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Sorry, I'm quoting your post before you made edit to it, Kitten. Anyway...

Lurking_Kitten said:
My birthday is coming up soon and I'm dreading it. I'm not even remotely close to where I'd like to be in life yet and it's causing severe mood swings. At least I don't have any regrets really.
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I can relate there. Birthdays are just a reminder that I'm not where I'd like to be in my life.

But just because yer not where you'd like to be in life at the moment, that does mean ye won't get there eventually. Just taking things yer own pace and try to stay positive. And focus on where you'd like to be in life and what ye want out of it.

Lurking_Kitten said:
I don't know if bad luck is to blame or just being a sensitive person.
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It depends, have been you having bad luck with things, lately? Or do you feel being a sensitive person is hold you back in life? Not that that's bad, sure the anxiety and depression, that sensitive folk are more prone to, are a burden.
 
BlackPuma

BlackPuma

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Not great. This cold is not going away without a fight. It's annoying, because as a cleaner I can't go into work due to the high risk of spreading a contagious thing like this. As far as I'm concerned my job is to make sure things like these don't spread.

I'll have to wait till it's at an acceptable level.
 
Graeme1988

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
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Awww, ya dancer... Get buckin' in!
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Just got some good news about when I'll be getting my othopedic surgery, and ah couldnae be happier.
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Graeme1988

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
PugofCrydee said:
Good to hear you got some good news mate! :thumbup::applause::perfect:
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:brindis: Thanks... The nerves and grativity of it all hus'nae quite sunk in yet. Y'know, get the inital appoint a few weeks ago, and my follow-up appointment so after for later in the year. It's aw just went fleein' by.

Not really had much time to reflect on what it's all gonnae mean... All good, mind you. Or what I've been through to get me to this point. Knowing ma luck, I'll probably get really emotional about it all as the procedure date gets nearer.
 
MollyBeGood

MollyBeGood

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Feeling weird.

My ex is asking me to go on a wilderness float trip for two weeks which tech sounds a-mazing but...does he have to be there?
 
Kiwong

Kiwong

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I went in my first fun run for ages, I just saw the post race photos, and I look like an old Russian tractor with an extra tyre. I've been working my core in all the wrong ways.
 
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