Searching for strength in places that are new and foreign to my personality. Mild, but chronic and irritating pain condition acting up. Depression at bay. Anxiety about a 3. Feeling agitated, depleted, concerned, and happy too. Feeling all emotions simultaneously, but at least they are there. Afraid of emotional outburst. Seeking positive stimuli. Finding my bad self. Donned a bandana. I like being able to wear one at work. Hoping that age is kind. Wrestling the attitude. Need humor. Things feel too serious today. Time for a new body, mind, and situation. Surrender is not an option. Can't tell if I'm imbalanced or more balanced than ever. Is this considered 'raving'?
So generally, OK and on top of things. LOL!