Ah don't know... Been feelin' depressed, lately. Depressed at the fact am constantly bein' telt how ah should be. Jist aw this peer pressure tae live up tae some other person's expectations - mainly family. Hate the fact, they seem tae always assume ma lack uh conversation is a sign that summit wrong. Startin' tae wonder why ah even bother, anymair, tae be honest...? :sad: :idontknow: Ah feel like jist givin' up - ah've hud enough. Enough uh the bein' made tae feel like am a freak, enough uh huvin' assumptions made aboot me. Enough uh the constantly feelin's uh self-doubt.
Ye see ah cannae seem tae feel comfortable in maist social settin's wi' family or otherwise. Jist awkward, unsure and buckin' terrified. Ah know, social anxiety's a right pain in arse! :kickingmyself: