How are you feeling?

I've had enough. I wish I could give up.

kihira said: ↑

I've had enough. I wish I could give up.

Unfortunately we don't get to decide when we've had enough.

Exhausted.
I've only been getting a couple hours of sleep a night.
I'm completely exhausted all the time,but for some reason it's hard for me to fall asleep and when I finally do I can't stay asleep for very long.

My knees ache. A storm must be rolling in.

The usual darkness...

Can you be uh, NOT lactose intolerant but dairy can still disagree with you a tiny bit? I've looked this up but I can't seem to find exactly what I'm talking about. It happens especially when I drink milk, but even sometimes when I eat cheese and maybe yogurt (can't recall at the moment), I get a very slight feeling of discomfort in my stomach. It's not anything terrible and it doesn't go further than that, it's just this feeling like, "Ugh... not this stuff again... okay, no more please". Haha. That's the best way I can describe it. A very mild ache.

My cerebral palsy's been givin' me jib aw day the day. Huv'nae been walkin' much as ma right leg keep buckin' under me whenever ah pit ma weight on it. Though, ah wuz woke by a sharp pain fae ma calf muscle doon tae ma ankle on ma right side. :sad:

So, might be best tae give it a few days rest. Though, that could mean missin' that stand-up comedy gig ah've got a ticket for tomorrow evening? :thinking: Nah! Ah gan - ah've got ma electric wheelchair, plus aw them year playin' racing video games has help wi' ma ability tae steer it. Though, that said, ah still dinnae trust masel' tae drive a car... Driving like a Formula One racing driver is sure fire why of ensurin' ye dinnae get a driving license. On the upside, it sure a f**k would terrifying the driving instructor. :bigsmile:

Lonely and anxious.

I'm feeling restless. I'll probably go work out soon. Maybe after I finish with the chapter I'm reading in my history class book.

Getting sleepy, but I don't like going to bed before midnight.

My dog asleep on my leg, snoring like crazy doesn't help.

I'm going to see my friend Tuesday under the pretense of working on our project. We will work on it at least a little I'm sure, but we're planning some fun too. Which makes it a girl date 🙂 haha. Yay.

St. Patrick's Day dinner is tomorrow 🙂

And I'm going to NY Wed night for my sister's graduation and then she's coming back up with us to stay for a while 🙂

Graeme1988 said: ↑

My cerebral palsy's been givin' me jib aw day the day. Huv'nae been walkin' much as ma right leg keep buckin' under me whenever ah pit ma weight on it. Though, ah wuz woke by a sharp pain fae ma calf muscle doon tae ma ankle on ma right side. :sad:

Sorry to hear that, sounds very uncomfortable.

Graeme1988 said: ↑

My cerebral palsy's been givin' me jib aw day the day. Huv'nae been walkin' much as ma right leg keep buckin' under me whenever ah pit ma weight on it. Though, ah wuz woke by a sharp pain fae ma calf muscle doon tae ma ankle on ma right side. :sad:

🙁 I hope it settles down.

Long time, no see, everybody! How y'all been? I'm 4 months into my job. I still have ups and downs, but I'm coping much better. I am now able to calm myself down when the panic and fear rises. Now I need to work on stopping that panic and fear from getting so out of control in the first place.

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Tense tense tense tense tense tense. I hate going outside, I can't handle it. My shoulders will probably hurt for days now. It is impossible to RELAX.

I'm not feeling too bad. My mom is out with her boyfriend again tonight, so I've just been listening to some music and singing along. I did some studying earlier, ugh.

superfluouslyme said: ↑

🙁 I hope it settles down.

Feel a lot better since ma last post... but then comedy'll do that to ya. 🙂

I worked-out today for the first time in ages. So that's good.

Of course, offsetting that is the mountain of JUNK I ate while sitting in front of the computer afterwards.

But I'm bulking-up... yeah, that's it. ha ha

Lonely, crampy, and bored, fun times~

Really sick and I've got finals tomorrow, don't know how I'm gonna deal with it.

Extremely reclusive.