How are you feeling?

:sad:🙂:kickingmyself::🙁:

Pacific_Loner said: ↑

:sad:🙂:kickingmyself::🙁:

What's wrong? Or, are ye feelin' the same way ah do?

feeling invisible.... but otherwise ok

Graeme1988 said: ↑

What's wrong? Or, are ye feelin' the same way ah do?

No idea ... I feel ok but at the same time I feel like I'm going to get hit by a car tomorrow or something. Is that how you feel? 😛

Pacific_Loner said: ↑

No idea ... I feel ok but at the same time I feel like I'm going to get hit by a car tomorrow or something. Is that how you feel? 😛

Well, kinda similar, yeah. Though, I feel like ma existence is kinda pointless, sometimes. :sad:

Depressed, indifferent, angry, crazy, b*tchy. Time of the month, thank you mother nature for this blessed gift.

Um. I don't know. I need moar humanz.


You know, to interact with. Not eat or anything like that, if that's what you were thinking. I tried one once and they don't taste very good, anyway. Much too fatty.

I'm always sad. Even when I'm happy I cry. I cry, cry, cry, Always.





Just kidding, right now I feel bored and, I can't sleep!

Opaline said: ↑

Not eat or anything like that, if that's what you were thinking. I tried one once and they don't taste very good, anyway. Much too fatty.

I knew it! :😛:

Tired and weak... My legs feel so heavy that I even struggled with my morning cardio session... I never struggle with my morning cardio session! And then today we have Hubbie's sister and mother visiting, so I have housework and cake icing to get out of the way before they turn up... And I seriously want to hide in the bedroom whilst they're here... Maybe I will...

I was feeling good... but then something happened and now everything's turned around in my mind and I feel like absolute shxt. Worst of all, the person I most could've used to talked to didn't bother to come online. .___.

Saga said: ↑

I was feeling good... but then something happened and now everything's turned around in my mind and I feel like absolute shxt. Worst of all, the person I most could've used to talked to didn't bother to come online. .___.

I'm sorry, I hope it passes soon.
I'm feeling the same way though, also pissed off about the way people can be so cruel sometimes, specially if you're someone they don't perceive as "normal".

Lamb said: ↑

Depressed, indifferent, angry, crazy, b*tchy. Time of the month, thank you mother nature for this blessed gift.

Its definitely not a pleasent feeling. Hang in there.

I dont want to be like this anymore!
Please please i dont want to..spend the rest of life this way.
Feeling lonely paralysed ..why.

I don't want to be in a leadership position, even though it's only temporary. Why did I even agree to fill the role? I must be out of my mind. I admit it is tempting and it made me feel 'powerful'. But I don't like the duties and responsibilities that come with it. Why didn't I just stick with website admin (which is what I originally applied for)? Would have been more fun.

I was hoping to work on a DB app, but now my chances are probably squashed because I'm stuck with managerial duties. There are also 2-3 people who have applied for the DB positions, and 4 is a crowd if I join in. Managing sucks.

Razzlecherry said: ↑

I knew it! :😛:

D'oh!

When I said that I had totally forgotten about that part of the conversation :bigsmile:

Well, now you know. Will you still be my friend? I won't eat you, I promise :sad:

Starry said: ↑

Tired and weak... My legs feel so heavy that I even struggled with my morning cardio session... I never struggle with my morning cardio session! And then today we have Hubbie's sister and mother visiting, so I have housework and cake icing to get out of the way before they turn up... And I seriously want to hide in the bedroom whilst they're here... Maybe I will...

I'm sorry you're not feeling well Starry 🙁

Couldn't you just let them know you're not feeling well? You don't HAVE to make them a cake, right? That's awfully nice of you, though (wish my family baked me a cake when I visited!)

Saga said: ↑

I was feeling good... but then something happened and now everything's turned around in my mind and I feel like absolute shxt. Worst of all, the person I most could've used to talked to didn't bother to come online. .___.

This seems to happen to me a lot. I was just wondering in another post if it made me of crazy to be this way, but maybe it happens to a lot of people on here. Either way sorry you're feeling down.

Opaline said: ↑

I'm sorry you're not feeling well Starry 🙁

Couldn't you just let them know you're not feeling well? You don't HAVE to make them a cake, right? That's awfully nice of you, though (wish my family baked me a cake when I visited!)

Thank you, Opaline. 🙂 I actually made the cake yesterday, I had to decorate it today... and while you're right, I don't have to make a cake, it's kind of a habit I've gotten into, and I'd be worried about disappointing my husband's little sister if she's expecting it. :/

I decided to hide in the bedroom and not see them... It was due to anxiety rather than not feeling well, as the only unwell feeling I had was weakness (probably too much exercise, but oh well...). But I wrote a whole chapter of a children's story I'm currently writing, so it wasn't wasted time!

I think I've finally reached that point where I want more from my life. I always have wanted more, but the fear has always been too great to overcome. But now the monotony is boring me to tears. I don't know that I'm ready to get a job again, but I think I will start to look with earnest. And I'm going to see about volunteering somewhere close by. I think getting out of the house and meeting new people and having some sort of purpose and responsibility would do wonders for me.

springk said: ↑

I dont want to be like this anymore!
Please please i dont want to..spend the rest of life this way.
Feeling lonely paralysed ..why.

sorry. i can relate. :sad:

superfluouslyme said: ↑

I think I've finally reached that point where I want more from my life. I always have wanted more, but the fear has always been too great to overcome. But now the monotony is boring me to tears. I don't know that I'm ready to get a job again, but I think I will start to look with earnest. And I'm going to see about volunteering somewhere close by. I think getting out of the house and meeting new people and having some sort of purpose and responsibility would do wonders for me.

i'm at the same position in my life. i however don't have the courage to go out and find a purpose. i hope it all works out for you. 🙂

I feel a bit ashamed of myself for liking songs that sound dirty. I heard some very catchy songs on the radio and I instantly liked the melody. I would inadvertently start humming the songs in my head. However, the problem is these songs contain lyrics that are way too risque for me. And I think the more I listen to these songs, the more some of the lyrics start repeating in my head.

Sometimes I wish I had better musical tastes. All those pop songs are so sexualized nowadays. I've tried listening to classical music but it bores me out.