i am lurking round the streets of world wide web and i m sad and worried with the utter meaninglessness of my online existence( thats the case with the offline too).
I find so many sites..where i m and at the same time i m not.
Facebook..friends list shows so many people with whom i barely communicate.
Similar case with others too.
So much gaps..silence..no response from others..me hesitating to reply.
Why its so hard to talk to someone..to know someone and then knowing someone to continue to share yourself with them.
Where should i begin?
i know what you mean. i use the web to supplement my lack of a real life, and certainly not having a social life. but it can fulfill those needs on some level. i've met and continue to meet some really great people on the web, but it can only provide so much. it's a pity i can't get to meet some of these people face to face as it would create an extra level of connection for sure.
the web is ultimately not a direct substitute for having a 'real' friendship. but i have to say it's still way better than having no friendships at all.:bigsmile:
but it does feel fulfilling and empty at different times.
After a couple of okay days I feel incredibly down again.
Continuous *sigh* fest here.
i hope things take a turn for the better soon.
Absolutely stunned! and wordless. It amazes me how a person can be so evil! I know none of us are angels and most of us fall in a somewhat grey area but this girl honestly is pure evil.
that sounds like a pretty awful situation. i know what you mean, since i have had people make my life a misery for so long. i'm sorry about it. i wish i knew what else to say...
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as for me i just left the house *hooray* and i just realised what an empty, incredibly small bubble i live in. i sat in the car most of the time, but the world out there is so diverse, so potentially amazing and fulfilling and i get to experience virtually none of it. that's a real downer.