Of course you're allowed to feel okay! Don't feel guilty for being in a better mood because some random Internet people are not.seeing as it seems alot of others are feeling down and out it's making me sad. Maybe I don't deserve to feel "ok". Feeling: huggable
Of course you're allowed to feel okay! Don't feel guilty for being in a better mood because some random Internet people are not.
I'll take that hug, though. Damn it, there's no hug emoticon!
When you're in a better mood, coming to this forum probably isn't going to help you out. It's best to get out and do something else.Too late! Blaaah
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Maybe choose the closest resemblance. Why aren't there any rainbows or suns either, pfft.
When you're in a better mood, coming to this forum probably isn't going to help you out. It's best to get out and do something else.
I'll choose the lovey-dovey one: :inlove:
I hope you can. You do deserve to feel good, Lamb. You're a quality person.You're right..I realized that recently, just needed a confirmation I guess. *tries to shake it off like a wet dog*
raying:
Feeling alone and used. Maybe everyone is right, I am an unstable waste of ****ing space. I am always going to be teased for what I like, what I say, what I do and I will never attract the right people as friends.
today my mother would be 61.
At lunch time, I walked around with my eyes half-closed, sort of closing myself down, withdrawing inside. I somehow felt more relaxed.
When you're in a better mood, coming to this forum probably isn't going to help you out. It's best to get out and do something else.
I'll choose the lovey-dovey one: :inlove:
Only as it's a temporary escape or reprieve from one's conscious thoughts. I love alcoholic binges for the same reason. Although i'm in exactly the same boring, repetitive, penned-in, same-4-walls "world" .. the alcohol allows my conscious thoughts (in general & regarding my boring same-every-day reality) to subside for a while, thereby making me FEEL like i have escaped from it .. which is certainly better than nothing.I love sleep and unconsciousness
You've mentioned many times that you get teased for your interests. What are they?
I had a feeling it wouldn't be!I know what christa's interest is, but I won't say. But I can assure you - it is nothing that anyone would give a second thought to.
I know what christa's interest is, but I won't say. But I can assure you - it is nothing that anyone would give a second thought to.
I figured that was the case! I think in a way Christa, you want to be hated, because then you can BLAME EVERYONE instead of being vulnerable and putting yourself out there.