ImNotMyIllness
Well-known member
I'm feeling down. Maybe I'm on the road to depression, or maybe not. I promised myself not to come here anymore when I feel like self-pitying myself. But I'm here now...
I just wrote an exam today which I probably failed, I'll know the results on thursday. If I fail, I will have 3 more years total, in the university, but I started in 2008. And I go to bachelor's degree (mechanical engineering) which consists of 3,5 years, according to the sample syllabus.
Plus I met the girl I dated earlier first time since she said she just wanna be friends. So we are friends now. We went to my home, I helped her with studying english. After that I just wanted to take a picture of her, and another one with both of us. She said "No, sorry but no..." She was kind with me all the time and all, but this really made me feel bad. Combined with the exam I had earlier I suddenly felt like I was like walking in a neverending swamp. I didn't ask her to make out with me, nor asked her out on a date, I didn't want to marry her, just a picture.
I shouldn't feel that bad, since I'll have a date with another girl this weekend, but, at the moment I just feel like I'm sick...
Don't waste your time with the girl that just wants to be friends. Let someone else help her with her English.