Just read your post. Talking to people can be terrifying. But, move forward with conviction. There is a lesson in everything we do. And, with each lesson and experience we become stronger. Don't worry about how long the journey will be or the end game. Just do your best each day. If you do that, you will always be a success. Success is measured by utilizing (maxing out) what you have...whether a little or a lot. Hang in there buddy.
It's about places I want to go to, where I wanna live, what I want to study. I put in pictures, infos, quotes etc about it and make it as "real" as possible. This way I can actually start to believe that it will happen. I read about in a jack canfield self-help book and didn't think it would work but I have achieved a number of the things from my book ..so yaay