Feeling pretty bad today. My stomach is in knots and there's a black cloud hanging.
It doesn't help that my stepfather keeps sending my mother cruel text messages telling her she's ugly, worthless, evil, and that he isn't going to help her with anything.
I don't have anything good to say today. I feel hopelessly negative. I hate my life. I want to make it better but feel I don't deserve a better life for some reason. My head is all screwed up
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