How are you feeling?

Graeme1988 said: ↑

I can relate there. Though, I'm more pissed off at myself.

Why should you be pissed of at yourself ? You are a man with empathy.

leresteapied said: ↑

Why should you be pissed of at yourself ? You are a man with empathy.

Point and compliment taken, leresteapied - thanks, by the way 🙂 - but I feel I'm too nice most of time. You know what I mean? And people are often quick to take advantage of that. In that I can't say "No" and mean it because if I do, then, I'd come across as being a unfriendly, and rather standoff-ish. Selfish, even. If that makes sense to you? I don't know... I guess that comes with having social anxiety to a more severe degree.

Graeme1988 said: ↑

Point and compliment taken, leresteapied - thanks, by the way 🙂 - but I feel I'm too nice most of time. You know what I mean? And people are often quick to take advantage of that. In that I can't say "No" and mean it because if I do, then, I'd come across as being a unfriendly, and rather standoff-ish. Selfish, even. If that makes sense to you? I don't know... I guess that comes with having social anxiety to a more severe degree.

I think I see, I'm not sure. Could you attempt to write a short story with the premise: foolish generosity leads to (......) ?

leresteapied said: ↑

I think I see, I'm not sure. Could you attempt to write a short story with the premise: foolish generosity leads to (......) ?

Interesting thought/idea there, leresteapied. Though, admittedly, I haven't written any short stories since I was about 10 years old.

Graeme1988 said: ↑

Interesting thought/idea there, leresteapied. Though, admittedly, I haven't written any short stories since I was about 10 years old.

I was going to move to Scotland, but nasty people in my vicinity prevented it. So that was another plan down the drain thanks to ignorant people. That's life.

leresteapied said: ↑

I was going to move to Scotland, but nasty people in my vicinity prevented it. So that was another plan down the drain thanks to ignorant people. That's life.

Bastards! Sorry for the language. Where are you from, if you don't mind me asking? Though, I must you shouldn't have let pressure from those people around you influence you decision not to move. Ignorance reinforcement of the stereotypical image of Scotland, was it?

Been upset a bit since Sunday. My diet has taken a hit because of it, too. I'm trying so hard not to falter but it's very difficult in this frame of mind.

Sad, sad, sad and so lonely it hurts.

As Timmy would say, "F&%k Yeah!"! 🙂 World Series, here we come! Watch out, Detroit! :😛:

1BlackSheep said: ↑

As Timmy would say, "F&%k Yeah!"! 🙂 World Series, here we come! Watch out, Detroit! :😛:

If I could watch it on Australian TV, I would try to do exactly that!

MikeyC said: ↑

If I could watch it on Australian TV, I would try to do exactly that!

We need to get you Aussies into baseball! 🙂

1BlackSheep said: ↑

We need to get you Aussies into baseball! 🙂

Australia will never embrace it like the Americans. Too bad, really - baseball hot dogs would be delicious!

woke up having nightmares about my ex. feel sick, heartbroken. stupid. why can't i just gt over it?

I feel dizzy....

Tired. Stupid thunder was too loud to sleep through

Relaxed. Just walked outside and I will go crossing on my bike. 😀

*Sigh* 🙁 Don't know what else to say...

Stressed out, depressed. Pissed off. :🙁:

**** **** shi t s hit, why why why???

so here is the story, I'm in a city with no friends, so I'm all day alone, and i sit in train station +-7 hrs every day, just sitting here, with my Pc and listening to some music. i also eat here. its a very big city.
a stunning young women sits next to me, i thought she may just wait for someone, but it wasn't the case, she just sat there with her mobile for 2hrs!!!! 50cm next to me, and a few times looked at me and smiled. i though this can't be possible, she must be waiting for someone but no one came.
then suddenly a little boy(5 maybe) playing with another kid hides between our tables, and while the kid looks if someone sees him, the girl tips him on the back, as a joke, he turns around and the girl points at me smiling,i smiled and then she did that 3 more times. the only thing i was able to say was " it was her" while smiling. i just couldn't talk to her, i was paralyzed like always, everything passes thru my head, she can't like me, even if she likes me now, she will run a away when i open my mouth, I'm not good enough bla bla bla. then after 2 hours just sitting there she leaved. Now, I'm not sure if she liked me or not, but even if not, why am i not able to give it a shot. i even don't care anymore if I'm gonna fail, but just NEED to try!!!!! why????WHY???!WHY????i just want to NOT be paralyzed, or i will die alone. and its not that I'm not able to talk to girls I'm attracted, it turned out so bad, that to any stranger i can't speak properly.
I'm never gonna see her again, and she was probably the most beautiful girl my eyes have seen. she had something special. i think i fell in love.

Had to take a W. Feel like ****.

Have to go inquire about a learning disability. Feel like **** x2.