GraybeardGhost
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Morbidly depressed. I don't want to live in a world without proper grammar.
How are you feeling?
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planemo
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i think i would have done the same in that situation. but i have to compliment you on the fact that you have the guts to go outside for 7 hours in a train station no less. being around the opposite sex seems to turn me into a an emotionless bucket of jelly. i had a chance to talk to quite an attractive girl once, when i was in an airport, and i couldn't get a word out.
i suppose that's why i have no friends or any prospect of finding a gf. but what can i do? i wish i could change, but deep down i know i can't.
all i can say is that you're not alone, and i'm sure the next time a similar situation happens you will probably feel more comfortable.
Gaucho
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hi, i know how you feel.
my problem is that i realized that very deep in me i have this shame, feeling of unworthiness.
my unconscious thinks I'm a failure, i will fail at sex, at making her lough, how i will embarrass her in front of her friends, etc eetc, all these irrational thoughts run thru my mind.
similar stores like the above one happened to me more than 10 times. it started when i was little, i already had this feeling. hell, my mind is already thinking how my mother would react, my old school mates. its just this sick illness which doesn't let me live my life. that why I'm still a virgin at 20 and never kissed a girl
I'm thinking of tomorrow going to the exact same place and just pray that MAYBE she comes again, hahaha. the chances are veeery low.
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Razzlecherry
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I, me mostly, am felling like crap. Yesterday was the first day in my entire life where I refused to look at myself in the mirror. That can't be good.
megalon
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Feeling pretty low right now. Something reminded of a moment a few years back. I won't recount the whole story, but a girl that I had some strong feelings for asked me to give her a ride across town. During and immediately after that car ride, I felt this unfamiliar positive emotion. It took a day or two for me to realize what this feeling was - it was happiness. I know it sounds weird, but I was happy without even knowing it. How screwed up is it that happiness was so foreign to me that I didn't even recognize it as such? Everything I've done with my life since that day has been a futile effort to get that feeling back.
Razzlecherry
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So, something really disheartening happened a bit ago. Apparently some of the girls on my floor think my roommate is a sexy beast. If the door is open, and they walk by, they all take turns screaming "HEY XXXXXX". They also write on the whiteboard on our door. Things like phone numbers, compliments, etc. the thing is, they don't even acknowledge me. I mean, it's not like I'm interested anyway, but they conpletely shut me out. Reaaly hurts.
That's rude of them. In this case they're largely at fault. I don't know how old they are, but generally it's quite uncool to shout into people's homes. Let alone completely ignoring (part of) its inhabitants.
Try not to let it bother you too much, they're acting like immature teenagers that have no respect for the sanctity of a household. One would also think they could make their advances a little more subtle and direct, if they were interested in your roommate.
You should charge them viewing fees, for the hassle they put you through. ;D
whatisshame
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Hi there,
a noob here..
What I feel today? I feel glad that I found this forum. There are so many stories that resonates with me. I feel like there's the main cause why we're like this, all the stories are quite similar, and this is interesting. Because I think it means it can be fixed..
Cheers
a noob here..
What I feel today? I feel glad that I found this forum. There are so many stories that resonates with me. I feel like there's the main cause why we're like this, all the stories are quite similar, and this is interesting. Because I think it means it can be fixed..
Cheers
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Upset that my other cat might have to get put down, she hasn't been doing too well, lately. ::
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MikeyC
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Hey, welcome to the forum.Hi there,
a noob here..
What I feel today? I feel glad that I found this forum. There are so many stories that resonates with me. I feel like there's the main cause why we're like this, all the stories are quite similar, and this is interesting. Because I think it means it can be fixed..
Cheers
Oh, I'm sorry, Graeme. That's awful. I went through a similar thing in 2010 and I still remember my cat fondly.Upset that my other cat might have to get put down, she hasn't been doing too well, lately. :
whatisshame
Member
Well, maybe not totally "fixed", but I believe it can be at least not interfering in our lives too much.
Honestly, there are many times in my life that I just didn't care about the world, and what people think, even though I feel the fear, and that fear really exist, but I just go crazy with it. It's good, suddenly I can be somebody else, and be "crazy", in terms of, "I don't care what people think of me".
And that's good, even if it's "crazy", haha..
takeheart
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I'm feeling so low. l feel like crying right now.l guess let me log off and go cry ocean of tears to let the pain off me. My twin brother has a very good life but it had to be me the cursed one. I really dont know what to do anymore. Everyday l wish l wake up dead but lm always alive.
^ Go ahead and have a cry. I hate doing it as well, but I almost always feel better afterwards. And if you want to talk, I'm around.
I had a good Weight Watchers day, so I'm putting today in the win column.
I had a good Weight Watchers day, so I'm putting today in the win column.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Useless! Well, ya hear something said enough times... eventually it stops being a joke! Doesn't it? Or is it just that I am being too overly f**kin' sensitive?! Eh?
"Men are useless!" - I can't count how many times I heard this said to me by my mother and 2 older sisters since I was age 15. Followed by a sarcastic laugh. Doesn't do much for someone who doesn't exactly think too highly of himself most of the time or what little self-confidence he has, does it? Of course, having my lack of confidence pointed out to me - when I already well aware of it - doesn't exactly help matters either.
But, then, it's only sexist when men do it!
Sorry, just really pissed off and needed to rant. Not trying start an argument or anything. So, don't take it personally. Just thought, I'd make that clear.
"Men are useless!" - I can't count how many times I heard this said to me by my mother and 2 older sisters since I was age 15. Followed by a sarcastic laugh. Doesn't do much for someone who doesn't exactly think too highly of himself most of the time or what little self-confidence he has, does it? Of course, having my lack of confidence pointed out to me - when I already well aware of it - doesn't exactly help matters either.
But, then, it's only sexist when men do it!
Sorry, just really pissed off and needed to rant. Not trying start an argument or anything. So, don't take it personally. Just thought, I'd make that clear.
MikeyC
Well-known member
I think you're giving me all your bad days now.
If someone says something to you enough times, yes, you will believe it.Useless! Well, ya hear something said enough times... eventually it stops being a joke! Doesn't it? Or is it just that I am being too overly f**kin' sensitive?! Eh?
"Men are useless!" - I can't count how many times I heard this said to me by my mother and 2 older sisters since I was age 15. Followed by a sarcastic laugh. Doesn't do much for someone who doesn't exactly think too highly of himself most of the time or what little self-confidence he has, does it? Of course, having my lack of confidence pointed out to me - when I already well aware of it - doesn't exactly help matters either.
But, then, it's only sexist when men do it!
Sorry, just really pissed off and needed to rant. Not trying start an argument or anything. So, don't take it personally. Just thought, I'd make that clear.
I say ignore those remarks from your mum and sisters, as hard as that will be.
