happy bday twiggle:)
How are you feeling?
i am not feeling well at all, i m so aloneee
Happy b-day, Twig! 😀
I've got lots of yardwork to do today. Hopefully the sun will stay out long enough for it to stay semi-warm. And being outside will definitely do some good for my mood.
I've got lots of yardwork to do today. Hopefully the sun will stay out long enough for it to stay semi-warm. And being outside will definitely do some good for my mood.
Happy Birthday Twiggle.


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twiggle said: ↑A year older.
But not necessarily wiser.
Ha.
Happy birthday!
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Feeling kind of awful. Had two of the worst migraine episodes that I've had in a while. I actually fell with the first one, which has only happened once before. My hands still are feeling tingles from last one.
^ Happy Birthday, Twiggle! 🙂twiggle said: ↑A year older.
But not necessarily wiser.
Ha.
I'm feeling ambitious, but I don't want to work on the pile of homework I have.
Ha... I didn't notice it was somebody's birthday. Sorry to whine 😛 Happy birth day twiggle 🙂
I woke up this morning with 2 depressing revelations
- I have a crush on someone I should really not have a crush on
- Society is swallowing my SOUL
... I know life could be worst but this is the kind of morning where I'm starting to make plans to leave everything behind and just drive to nowhere...
planemo said: ↑what's wrong? :🙁:
I woke up this morning with 2 depressing revelations
- I have a crush on someone I should really not have a crush on
- Society is swallowing my SOUL
... I know life could be worst but this is the kind of morning where I'm starting to make plans to leave everything behind and just drive to nowhere...
having coffee, feeling pretty good.
^Maybe that's what's missing this morning...
Pissed off and depressed, but that's nothing new with me. :🙁:
@pacific loner, yes! get on it!!
Pacific_Loner said: ↑I woke up this morning with 2 depressing revelations
- I have a crush on someone I should really not have a crush on
- Society is swallowing my SOUL
... I know life could be worst but this is the kind of morning where I'm starting to make plans to leave everything behind and just drive to nowhere...
yeah crushes can play havoc with one. i've been there too. but not all crushes are bad. maybe it's not as black and white as to whether you shouldn't or can't have a crush on this person. sometimes knowing i have feelings for someone makes me feel more human. i know nothing will come of it, but at least my being was able to feel something for another person. i think it's what's kept me going since i'm so surrounded by negative emotions all the time. so there can be a positive to it.
don't get me started about society. :😛: i know deep down that i need to be a specific type in order to blend in and understand the intricacies of contemporary society. but i guess i'm just not that type. what seems normal to the whole, may seem strange an uncomfortable for us.
driving to nowhere seems like a reasonable response, when we feel this way. i wish i could do it, to be honest. anyway i hope you feel better and your day improves.
dottie said: ↑@pacific loner, yes! get on it!!
I would but I have no more milk 😠
A 5 mins walk in the dead leaves to the grocerie store will just be good for me I think 🙄
planemo said: ↑sometimes knowing i have feelings for someone makes me feel more human. i know nothing will come of it, but at least my being was able to feel something for another person.
You're right on that, it's been so long since I've had a crush on someone that I was starting to think I could never be with someone ever again because I had become emotionless.
And yes I do feel a bit better, always funny to see how whining on SPW can be efficient .....
Depressed, I wanna cry. Today is not a good day, "date" wise. I can't stop thinking about something I shouldn't
dottie said: ↑happy bday, twiggle!
Rembrandt Broam said: ↑Happy birthday, Twig!
You've had a whole year of experiences, and you'll have learnt something from each one. How could you not be wiser?
springk said: ↑happy bday twiggle
superfluouslyme said: ↑Happy b-day, Twig!
JuiceB said: ↑Happy Birthday Twiggle.
Labyrinthine said: ↑Happy birthday!
Phoenixx said: ↑^ Happy Birthday, Twiggle! 🙂
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Pacific_Loner said: ↑Ha... I didn't notice it was somebody's birthday. Sorry to whine 😛 Happy birth day twiggle 🙂
Hey, thanks everybody!! JuiceB - that's an amazing pic!!! Thank you!
I am so pleased to read your birthday wishes.
I am sorry that some of you aren't having the best of days. My birthday wish is for all of you to feel better.
My message to you guys and anybody else who reads this is one of the lessons I've learnt in these 27 years:
Remember that life is all about the ups AND the downs. Without one, we could never have the other. If we were able to, it would be a pretty boring fairground ride.
Enjoy it for all it is 🙂 It's fortunate, that now I can look back upon my time of being incredibly depressed (Summer 2011) and I am so grateful for those few months, because whilst they were torture to exist through, they slowly taught me the lessons I needed to learn.
Oh dear - I'm beginning to ramble on! But... yeah, be okay everyone 🙂
i need coffee, too - slept 'til noon, haven't even showered yet
but i have no coffee in the house - guess i need to get moving
but i have no coffee in the house - guess i need to get moving