How are you feeling?

[Starry]

So tired... Had another nightmare last night, and woke up so tense that it actually hurt when I moved... Once I actually managed to summon the courage to move, that is... I just lay there paralyzed with fear at first... Plus I kept waking up because my sacroiliac joint pain has become worse again... It was doing so much better, but since yesterday it's been aching more again. *Sigh*

 

[Rembrandt Broam]

does every relationship have an imbalance where one person loves the other more? is there such thing as a balance where people love each other equally?

I think it's possible, but it's probably rare. The chances of two people having the exact same intensity of feeling about anything is quite low, and I think that applies to our feelings for other people too.

 

[planemo]

Bloody awful. ::

 

[Graeme1988]

Awfully depressed, for absolutely no f**kin' reason.

Comedy seems to be my addiction. Seems...? What the f**kin' am I talkin' aboot? It f**kin' is!

 

[Chess]

Occupying a warm, sunny spot at the local coffee shop. Pretty good.

 

[TailsAlone]

I feel pretty good today. There's this guy at work who's always making dumb sex jokes. He's 30-something and acts like he's still in high school, but you run into some odd ducks when you work the night shift. Anyway I'm tired of hearing it and I was finally able to say something. "Joe, unless I tell you otherwise, it is perfectly safe to assume that I don't feel like talking, all right? I'm working." He didn't approach me again.

I'm on vacation now for four days, staying with family. I also just renewed my license tags. Normally I would've been kind of nervous and edgy standing in line, but I brought my dog. She's kind of a safety. Everyone in line stared at her instead of me. So yeah, all of that left me feeling pretty good. Much better than I did a few days ago, when I first found out what APD was and that I might have it...that wasn't fun.

 

[MikeyC]

It's 3:33am and I've been up nearly 24 hours. I am absolutely freezing. The final day of winter bought out one of the coldest days imaginable. I need a snuggle buddy because I am a human ice cube.

Went out tonight to see some live bands with a friend. It was good and the live bands were fun. I was exhausted from socialising so I made an exit after my friend started smoking weed. Now I'm close to bed time and ready to sleep away the day tomorrow.

 

[shakethelight]

It's 3:33am and I've been up nearly 24 hours. I am absolutely freezing. The final day of winter bought out one of the coldest days imaginable. I need a snuggle buddy because I am a human ice cube.

Went out tonight to see some live bands with a friend. It was good and the live bands were fun. I was exhausted from socialising so I made an exit after my friend started smoking weed. Now I'm close to bed time and ready to sleep away the day tomorrow.

It's winter there? ah its the the final day of summer here i think? I'm not smart about that stuff. but, your friend smoking weed made me think of this 2012 Top 50 Most Influential Marijuana Users I just thought it was funny...I didn't even know half these people smoked. glad you had a good time!!

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shhhessssss baccccckkkk...my mother that is. soooo, I am hibernating in my room. I don't understand feel like a stanger in my own house. I feel bad for wishing she stayed away for more than two days. I'm awful.

 

[MikeyC]

It's winter there? ah its the the final day of summer here i think? I'm not smart about that stuff.

Yeah. Being in the southern hemisphere means our seasons are reversed. Last day of winter and already in spring here.

shhhessssss baccccckkkk...my mother that is. soooo, I am hibernating in my room. I don't understand feel like a stanger in my own house. I feel bad for wishing she stayed away for more than two days. I'm awful.

You had a good break with her not being there, so take what you can from that. I understand what you mean, though, because I usually hide in my room or go out if my mum is here. It sucks you have to go through it. ::

 

[superfluouslyme]

I survived my interview. And it went well. Again, I'm cautiously optimistic.

 

[Starry]

I'm feeling incredibly awake and alive! Despite the fact I felt like I was a zombie this afternoon, I did my cardio workout as usual... The difference in how I felt before and after was shocking... I actually had to put on a CD and dance around afterwards I felt so energetic... ^_^

 

[Phoenixx]

I survived my interview. And it went well. Again, I'm cautiously optimistic.

^ That's great!

 

[Graeme1988]

Everything I do seems to end in failure or disappointment.

Wondering why I even try anymore. ::

 

[MikeyC]

I survived my interview. And it went well. Again, I'm cautiously optimistic.

Well done, superfluous! Interviews are a nerve-wracking experience but it sounds like you handled the situation very well. I hope you get the job.

I'm feeling incredibly awake and alive! Despite the fact I felt like I was a zombie this afternoon, I did my cardio workout as usual... The difference in how I felt before and after was shocking... I actually had to put on a CD and dance around afterwards I felt so energetic... ^_^

A little exercise and a good mood can do this. Not too long ago I had to go for a run because I had energy. It's wonderful and a lot better than having your muscles feel like lead weights. Hopefully you can keep this kind of energy level up.

Everything I do seems to end in failure or disappointment.

Wondering why I even try anymore. ::

Ah, I'm sorry, man. Your beard looks good, though. Hang in there.

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I feel good. Went out to see some live music with a friend. I had a good time there, but came home late last night as I was socially drained. It was good, though. Hadn't seen him in a while and it was good to catch up.

 

[alwayssunnyinphiladelphia]

I can't be an adult I don't know how to describe it but I want to go back in time so much and just do teh ages of 11 right up to I turned 19 then go back in time and do it all over again I just can't be an adult I don't look or feel like one I feel like a little boy still not like a man. Life sucks when you have no confidence it is too difficult for me. I am socially retarded lmao what do you even do about it fs

 

[GraybeardGhost]

Tired and bloated. I gotta learn to stay away from the Chinese buffet. ::

 

[Nathália]

I can't be an adult I don't know how to describe it but I want to go back in time so much and just do teh ages of 11 right up to I turned 19 then go back in time and do it all over again I just can't be an adult I don't look or feel like one I feel like a little boy still not like a man. Life sucks when you have no confidence it is too difficult for me. I am socially retarded lmao what do you even do about it fs

What is feeling like an adult? You are always going to be you. When people are young they may view adults in a different light because they tend to be authority figures, but that person inside is always going to be there. I'm not sure what feeling like a "man" or "woman" really is, because I'm still the same person no matter how much I change. Well, that is how I view it.

 

[Nathália]

Tired and bloated. I gotta learn to stay away from the Chinese buffet. ::

Oh yea, every time I come out a buffet, I am cramping because I'm so bloated. That's why I stay away too. I'm sorry, if it's really bad baking soda can help.

 

[GraybeardGhost]

Oh yea, every time I come out a buffet, I am cramping because I'm so bloated. That's why I stay away too. I'm sorry, if it's really bad baking soda can help.

Thanks, Beleza. You're always so sweet and kind to everyone. It's a privilege to have you here.

Right now, I'm just hoping to get through the night without an acid reflux attack. It's not nearly as much fun as everybody says.

 

[Labyrinthine]

Tired. Someone kept "joking" tonight, where they outright made fun of me and the way I act. Everyone was laughing about it. I tried to laugh as well, and I realize I shouldn't take it personally, but it had me worrying all night. Top it off with the fact my speech was off today. It gets that way sometmes due to my neurological issues. It just added more to my paranoia that everyone was talking about me.