How are you feeling?

montejocarlo

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A bit depressed. I feel like I cause too much anguish on this forum.
I wish people knew me better.

Perhaps I should leave. I have a feeling I am indirectly putting people off coming to SPW.


Insignificant. I realised something today that no matter wherever I go or whatever I do, I'll always be the loser whom nobody gives a damn about. Maybe there's just something about me that makes people ignore me. I don't want to be here anymore, I just want to get away to someplace where I don't get treated like dirt.



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Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
I'm feeling a wee bit depressed but I don't know why... Depression seems to hit suddenly with me. Feel I like I want tae cry for some bizarre f**kin' reason.
 

Nathália

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Aww Srijita, sorry you feel so sad, you deserve more than you know. You're a grace to humanity you are significant.

I'm feeling a wee bit depressed but I don't know why... Depression seems to hit suddenly with me. Feel I like I want tae cry for some bizarre f**kin' reason.

Yea, sorry that you feel like crying. I hope things will go better for you.
 

JuiceB

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I'm feeling okay but I also just found out that my aunt in New Orleans lost everything in her house. She was waist deep in water but at least she got out. Wish I could be there for her.

I'm feeling a wee bit depressed but I don't know why... Depression seems to hit suddenly with me. Feel I like I want tae cry for some bizarre f**kin' reason.
That's what I go through all the time. I feel fine right now but something that I may see or hear later on would set my thoughts into overdrive. For instance, going in the bathroom only to catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror. I'm one of the saddest looking people I've ever seen.

I try to avoid overthinking stuff but it takes tremendous effort on my part and I often fail when trying to keep positive.

Just keep your head up.
 

Labyrinthine

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Like a loser. I am a loser. I'm still in highschool because of that period I spent hospitalized. I should be in college. It worsens my SA because I don't want to admit to anyone how stupid I am. Who would want to be friends with someone like that? Sometimes, like now, I think that maybe I would do everyone a favor by just disappearing -.-
 

Srijita52

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Srijita52

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What's wrong planemo?
Like a loser. I am a loser. I'm still in highschool because of that period I spent hospitalized. I should be in college. It worsens my SA because I don't want to admit to anyone how stupid I am. Who would want to be friends with someone like that? Sometimes, like now, I think that maybe I would do everyone a favor by just disappearing -.-
I'm sure you're not stupid or a loser. I understand that feeling though but I can tell you its usually not as bad as our depression makes us think. There will be people who'd want to be friends with you, you just need to keep trying. Don't give up.
 

jonas89

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I feel good actually,, tho .. I showed up to English class today and the teacher first words were; so everybody has read the story ?? you have 20min to make a script and then you'll team up 5 in each croup and then you have to present it..
I was like in my mind Challenge excepted :D
 

1BlackSheep

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Insignificant. I realised something today that no matter wherever I go or whatever I do, I'll always be the loser whom nobody gives a damn about. Maybe there's just something about me that makes people ignore me. I don't want to be here anymore, I just want to get away to someplace where I don't get treated like dirt.
Again, sooooo NOT TRUE AT ALL!!! If someone treats you like dirt, THEY are the losers and the ones with the problem!

Do any of your classes have study groups that you can join? When I went back to school, there were always lots of them in my classes. It's a good way to get your studying done and meet some new people!

Hope today is a good one for you! :)
 

shakethelight

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Like a loser. I am a loser. I'm still in highschool because of that period I spent hospitalized. I should be in college. It worsens my SA because I don't want to admit to anyone how stupid I am. Who would want to be friends with someone like that? Sometimes, like now, I think that maybe I would do everyone a favor by just disappearing -.-

There are a lot of words I would use to describe you & stupid/loser are not any of them. More like, kind, creative, driven, smart & lots of other things. Just by "talking" to you & how well you articulate yourself, I get the vibe you are very smart. And, it's not like you could have helped being in the hospital-it's just apart of your journey.

andddd exxxcuse me but you are def. someone I would want to be friends with. So please, don't do anyone any "favors" lol
 

MikeyC

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Like a loser. I am a loser. I'm still in highschool because of that period I spent hospitalized. I should be in college. It worsens my SA because I don't want to admit to anyone how stupid I am. Who would want to be friends with someone like that? Sometimes, like now, I think that maybe I would do everyone a favor by just disappearing -.-
I disagree. Only known you for a couple of days but you're already someone I know who writes well and is easy to get along with. You can't help being in hospital, so that doesn't make you a loser. In fact, that makes you stronger!

I feel good actually,, tho .. I showed up to English class today and the teacher first words were; so everybody has read the story ?? you have 20min to make a script and then you'll team up 5 in each croup and then you have to present it..
I was like in my mind Challenge excepted :D
Nice thought, mate. :D
 

Starry

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Fed up! I was feeling good until just this second... Had a good day and just did a brief 10 minute of dancing which left me feeling happy... Then I went a spoiled it by checking how many calories I've eaten today... I thought I was doing better with eating more... I ate two chocolates the other day for the love of Bob! But no... I'm doing worse... I've only had 1,197 calories (Supposed to be eating 1,500 minimum), and I'll be honest, that's with very liberal estimates of calorie content... I know why it's slipping down again.. I end up thinking "I'll just put slightly less on my plate" and it ends up dropping down further and further each day... I mean, I've already dropped down the amount of pasta or rice I've been having... It's gradually happened, but I'm not eating much more than I used to in that regard...
 

Gaucho

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very bad lately.
tomorrow i have a important appointment, which i already missed TWICE!!! because i couldn't enter the building because of anxiety attacks!!! I'm so scared tomorrow will happen the same thing so i will just get drunk before that meeting.
 

MikeyC

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Fed up! I was feeling good until just this second... Had a good day and just did a brief 10 minute of dancing which left me feeling happy... Then I went a spoiled it by checking how many calories I've eaten today... I thought I was doing better with eating more... I ate two chocolates the other day for the love of Bob! But no... I'm doing worse... I've only had 1,197 calories (Supposed to be eating 1,500 minimum), and I'll be honest, that's with very liberal estimates of calorie content... I know why it's slipping down again.. I end up thinking "I'll just put slightly less on my plate" and it ends up dropping down further and further each day... I mean, I've already dropped down the amount of pasta or rice I've been having... It's gradually happened, but I'm not eating much more than I used to in that regard...
You're aware of it, so that's got to be something. You know you have to eat more and I can tell that you're trying to, but your body is not allowing it. Keep going and you will get there. :)

very bad lately.
tomorrow i have a important appointment, which i already missed TWICE!!! because i couldn't enter the building because of anxiety attacks!!! I'm so scared tomorrow will happen the same thing so i will just get drunk before that meeting.
Ah, I'm sorry, man. ::(: I'm procrastinating with a phone call because of anxiety, too, so I know how you feel. I wouldn't suggest getting drunk, but one or two drinks might loosen you up enough to have the confidence to go in the building, but to not be slurring your words during the appointment. Good luck!
 
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