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i think that's the most wonderful feeling one can ever have.
Thank you, dear
i think that's the most wonderful feeling one can ever have.
I feel fantastic.
I'm sorry to hear that, but I'm sure you're not unlikable or useless.Unlikable and useless. I'm just a Mental Patient.
^great!I feel fantastic.
Mooood swings again...I'm wondering whether or not men can actually PMS :S (Mentally LOL)
Mooood swings again...I'm wondering whether or not men can actually PMS :S (Mentally LOL)
Holly ****! I have applied to an agency (a certified one) some time ago for a job in Germany, sent them photos, CV, they tested me in German etc. They called me yesterday that they have a job for me starting next friday. They also suggested transport etc. There was only 7 free seats in the bus left so I went quickly to buy a ticket for next thursday evening. My father was furious about me wanting to go there and shouted that they are scammers and sell me for prostitution and whatnot. He always does ridiculous assumptions without knowing any real facts (not even bothers to ask me or talk to me normally about it). He ruined jobs for me in the past with meddling into my things, now yesterday without me knowing it he called the agency and asked about it, I don´t know what he was saying. Today I received an email from the agency that the employer has meanwhile decided to employ someone else. I wonder if they did this because of the call of my father.. now I will have to storno the bus ticket and loose 25 percent of it which is still a huge money. My father is always rude to me, shouting at me that this is his house and I should piss off, but when I do try, he ruins it. WTF?? My mother too has always sabotaged my efforts to get away. It is not easy at all for me to find something, now they ruin even that. I really feel I am doomed, but that´s nothing new ::.
I feel horrible.I had a test today and I was completely unprepared,even though I tried to study for 3 days I just couldn't concentrate/focus and I couldn't memorize or understand anything.
The test had 4 problems to solve,for 3 of them I left the pages blank and for one I had an pathetic attempt to solve it but with not much result.
On top of this my interaction with my colleagues was a bit awkward and embarrassing and the only person that I was really looking forward to see and talk pretty much ignored me::
...somebody please just shoot me in the head!!
This is exactly what I feel right now.I feel...i dunno I feel alright I guess. Im not overly sad but im not overly happy either.
Sorry to hear that. I can definitely relate to the test though. Just had one like yours earlier. I hope you feel better soonI feel horrible.I had a test today and I was completely unprepared,even though I tried to study for 3 days I just couldn't concentrate/focus and I couldn't memorize or understand anything.
The test had 4 problems to solve,for 3 of them I left the pages blank and for one I had an pathetic attempt to solve it but with not much result.
On top of this my interaction with my colleagues was a bit awkward and embarrassing and the only person that I was really looking forward to see and talk pretty much ignored me::
...somebody please just shoot me in the head!!
What's wrong?Tired and paranoid.
I'm sorry to hear that. It seems to me that maybe he's being overly protective.Holly ****! I have applied to an agency (a certified one) some time ago for a job in Germany, sent them photos, CV, they tested me in German etc. They called me yesterday that they have a job for me starting next friday. They also suggested transport etc. There was only 7 free seats in the bus left so I went quickly to buy a ticket for next thursday evening. My father was furious about me wanting to go there and shouted that they are scammers and sell me for prostitution and whatnot. He always does ridiculous assumptions without knowing any real facts (not even bothers to ask me or talk to me normally about it). He ruined jobs for me in the past with meddling into my things, now yesterday without me knowing it he called the agency and asked about it, I don´t know what he was saying. Today I received an email from the agency that the employer has meanwhile decided to employ someone else. I wonder if they did this because of the call of my father.. now I will have to storno the bus ticket and loose 25 percent of it which is still a huge money. My father is always rude to me, shouting at me that this is his house and I should piss off, but when I do try, he ruins it. WTF?? My mother too has always sabotaged my efforts to get away. It is not easy at all for me to find something, now they ruin even that. I really feel I am doomed, but that´s nothing new ::.