How are you feeling?

Lea

Banned
Holly ****! I have applied to an agency (a certified one) some time ago for a job in Germany, sent them photos, CV, they tested me in German etc. They called me yesterday that they have a job for me starting next friday. They also suggested transport etc. There was only 7 free seats in the bus left so I went quickly to buy a ticket for next thursday evening. My father was furious about me wanting to go there and shouted that they are scammers and sell me for prostitution and whatnot. He always does ridiculous assumptions without knowing any real facts (not even bothers to ask me or talk to me normally about it). He ruined jobs for me in the past with meddling into my things, now yesterday without me knowing it he called the agency and asked about it, I don´t know what he was saying. Today I received an email from the agency that the employer has meanwhile decided to employ someone else. I wonder if they did this because of the call of my father.. now I will have to storno the bus ticket and loose 25 percent of it which is still a huge money. My father is always rude to me, shouting at me that this is his house and I should piss off, but when I do try, he ruins it. WTF?? My mother too has always sabotaged my efforts to get away. It is not easy at all for me to find something, now they ruin even that. I really feel I am doomed, but that´s nothing new ::(:.
 

Feeling_Nothing

Well-known member
Holly ****! I have applied to an agency (a certified one) some time ago for a job in Germany, sent them photos, CV, they tested me in German etc. They called me yesterday that they have a job for me starting next friday. They also suggested transport etc. There was only 7 free seats in the bus left so I went quickly to buy a ticket for next thursday evening. My father was furious about me wanting to go there and shouted that they are scammers and sell me for prostitution and whatnot. He always does ridiculous assumptions without knowing any real facts (not even bothers to ask me or talk to me normally about it). He ruined jobs for me in the past with meddling into my things, now yesterday without me knowing it he called the agency and asked about it, I don´t know what he was saying. Today I received an email from the agency that the employer has meanwhile decided to employ someone else. I wonder if they did this because of the call of my father.. now I will have to storno the bus ticket and loose 25 percent of it which is still a huge money. My father is always rude to me, shouting at me that this is his house and I should piss off, but when I do try, he ruins it. WTF?? My mother too has always sabotaged my efforts to get away. It is not easy at all for me to find something, now they ruin even that. I really feel I am doomed, but that´s nothing new ::(:.

Wow, I'm sorry to hear all this ::(: I'm sure your father deep down is only concerned yet there are other ways to solve it probably.
 

Invisibleman

Well-known member
I feel...i dunno I feel alright I guess. Im not overly sad but im not overly happy either. I might go out by myself later though im really nervous.
 

Boby

Well-known member
I feel horrible.I had a test today and I was completely unprepared,even though I tried to study for 3 days I just couldn't concentrate/focus and I couldn't memorize or understand anything.
The test had 4 problems to solve,for 3 of them I left the pages blank and for one I had an pathetic attempt to solve it but with not much result.
On top of this my interaction with my colleagues was a bit awkward and embarrassing and the only person that I was really looking forward to see and talk pretty much ignored me::(:
...somebody please just shoot me in the head!!
 

Feeling_Nothing

Well-known member
I feel horrible.I had a test today and I was completely unprepared,even though I tried to study for 3 days I just couldn't concentrate/focus and I couldn't memorize or understand anything.
The test had 4 problems to solve,for 3 of them I left the pages blank and for one I had an pathetic attempt to solve it but with not much result.
On top of this my interaction with my colleagues was a bit awkward and embarrassing and the only person that I was really looking forward to see and talk pretty much ignored me::(:
...somebody please just shoot me in the head!!

Sorry to hear this man...I can totally relate, sounds like my college life before I quit. If you need a chat, poke me in minichat.
 

Srijita52

Well-known member
I feel...i dunno I feel alright I guess. Im not overly sad but im not overly happy either.
This is exactly what I feel right now.
I feel horrible.I had a test today and I was completely unprepared,even though I tried to study for 3 days I just couldn't concentrate/focus and I couldn't memorize or understand anything.
The test had 4 problems to solve,for 3 of them I left the pages blank and for one I had an pathetic attempt to solve it but with not much result.
On top of this my interaction with my colleagues was a bit awkward and embarrassing and the only person that I was really looking forward to see and talk pretty much ignored me::(:
...somebody please just shoot me in the head!!
Sorry to hear that. I can definitely relate to the test though. Just had one like yours earlier. I hope you feel better soon :)
 

Srijita52

Well-known member
Tired and paranoid.
What's wrong?
Holly ****! I have applied to an agency (a certified one) some time ago for a job in Germany, sent them photos, CV, they tested me in German etc. They called me yesterday that they have a job for me starting next friday. They also suggested transport etc. There was only 7 free seats in the bus left so I went quickly to buy a ticket for next thursday evening. My father was furious about me wanting to go there and shouted that they are scammers and sell me for prostitution and whatnot. He always does ridiculous assumptions without knowing any real facts (not even bothers to ask me or talk to me normally about it). He ruined jobs for me in the past with meddling into my things, now yesterday without me knowing it he called the agency and asked about it, I don´t know what he was saying. Today I received an email from the agency that the employer has meanwhile decided to employ someone else. I wonder if they did this because of the call of my father.. now I will have to storno the bus ticket and loose 25 percent of it which is still a huge money. My father is always rude to me, shouting at me that this is his house and I should piss off, but when I do try, he ruins it. WTF?? My mother too has always sabotaged my efforts to get away. It is not easy at all for me to find something, now they ruin even that. I really feel I am doomed, but that´s nothing new ::(:.
I'm sorry to hear that. It seems to me that maybe he's being overly protective.
 

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Sometimes I feel like just ending it all. ::(: Not what anyone wants to hear, let alone a parent. Yes, I told my mum that the other day.

My depression has been pretty bad lately. I mean, I try to distract myself for as long as I can from my depressive thoughts, but the things that are bothering me are still there, sadly.
 

LadyWench

Well-known member
Not that great. Dealing with a lot of anxiety. A lot of things have been going on lately that are stressing me out. Plus, I woke up with a panic attack this morning, and it continues. As a hypochondriac, I keep worrying about my health. One thing right after another. I'm going to be alone this afternoon, so I'm hoping the anxiety will calm down by then. I doubt it, though. :(
 
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