How are you feeling?
- Thread starter Remus
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Feeling_Nothing
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Your right, I got no job and quit college couple weeks ago. Just finding people to do something with is terrible and not to mention hard. I feel like such a loser now >_<
this_portrait
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Depressed. Nothing matters.
MikeyC
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You and I had a conversation and I thought it went well. I don't believe you're a retard at all!
Sorry to hear, mate. It's an awful feeling.Aaand I just realized I had hardly any "human" contact this week
Starting to feel lonely again.
I get this way, too. I hope you can get out of it. I'll be off to work soon but you can PM me if you want to vent.
lonely_drummer
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Gah!!!!! My foot is still messed up, I'll be in bed all day trying to stretch it out. Just brought the garbage out and that killed me
MollyBeGood
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Feeling_Nothing
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Having an idea, a personal challenge and this has been in my head for ages.
I REALLY want to visit America and I don't have anyone to go with or to take with me so I'm considering going alone. Still deciding on it though, if I still feel the same in 2 months then I'm probably going somewhere in august.
I REALLY want to visit America and I don't have anyone to go with or to take with me so I'm considering going alone. Still deciding on it though, if I still feel the same in 2 months then I'm probably going somewhere in august.
simpsons2007
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If it something you really want to do then just go for it.
Don't think about it too much or you might end up talking yourself out of it.
Feeling_Nothing
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It's what I'm afraid of to be honest, I REALLY want to go, but it would be the first to I did something like this alone so I'm not sure. I keep thinking about all the bad things that COULD happen.
I went to the dentist this morning. I had two cavities filled. They numbed me up and when I left, I couldn't feel my upper lip or my nose. My allergies were bothering me and I kept having to look in the mirror to make sure I was getting kleenex to nose. 
simpsons2007
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I know it must be a scary thought traveling alone but hopefully you can get past your thoughts of what might happen or what might not happen and follow your heart in traveling to America.
SilentBird
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Unlikable and useless. I'm just a Mental Patient.
lonely_drummer
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狼;599825 said:
I really don't know, I woke up yesterday with all the tendons onthe top of my foot just killing. I really hope it's better tomorrow, I'm going to see one of my favorite local bands, chron goblin and I want to mosh lol
MikeyC
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I traveled on my own overseas a week ago for the first time ever and that was good. Granted, I met two people from here when I arrived, but I flew on my own and it was very smooth. I'm feeling like I want to go somewhere else, too.
You'll be okay! Just book it and go. You'll feel a lot better afterwards, I promise.
Haha, that would've been embarrassing to miss your nose!I went to the dentist this morning. I had two cavities filled. They numbed me up and when I left, I couldn't feel my upper lip or my nose. My allergies were bothering me and I kept having to look in the mirror to make sure I was getting kleenex to nose.
Scenic
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Umm, scared and worried is probably the best way I can describe it. Just broke it off with my boyfriend. He cried the whole time we talked, and I wanted to reassure him or give him hope (I'm really worried he'll do something rash or become apathetic and do nothing with his life) but I couldn't really do that. He asked if there was anything he could do to change my mind, but I said no. I really hope I made the right decision. If it doesn't end up being justified, it's going to haunt me forever. Gotta be strong and hope the future is bright.
MikeyC
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Wow, that's awful. Why did you break it off?
Scenic
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I haven't felt the same for him ever since we got back together after the previous break up. I feel I had more of an attachment to him than feelings of love. When I thought about whether or not I wanted to be with this person for the rest of my life, I would say no, or at least not yet. He was my first love and my first serious relationship, and I just need to experience more. I also got kind of bored. He made me angry a lot and it got to the point where I didn't not feel like meeting any of his sexual requests and viewed him as nothing more than weak and whiny (which is terrible, I know, but he complained so much and was so needy.) He made me feel really comfortable, though, and would do anything for me. But, I feel like I wouldn't be able to stay with him just for the security and the unconditonal love. My own feelings were fading away. So, I'm going to take some time off and hope I am not looking or expecting a prince charming to come my way, because I know that won't happen.
Thanks for asking, though. Talking it out helps.
MikeyC
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From what you've said, he sounds like a decent guy but just not for you. It also sounds like he really cared for you, considering his tears when you broke it off. But you can't help it if you aren't attached to him so you did what was best. I'm positive the both of you can find other people and even possibly remain friends if that's what you want.
You're welcome.