How are you feeling?

[lonely_drummer]

Stuck in bed watchin king of the hill. Messed up the tendons in my foot somehow but damn it hurts

 

[Graeme1988]

Sorry to hear man, I read all your posts and I hope you can feel better soon.
I feel like I can relate to a lot of your posts. If you ever need a chat, poke me in minichat !

Okay, thanks.

 

[MikeyC]

I feel so immensely disconnected from everyone I know (with one exception). I love my online friends and I think they are awesome, but I wish my real life "friends" cared too. Even my sisters are so wrapped up in themselves that it's hard to talk to them anymore. It doesn't seem like anyone cares. I recently wrote a blog about how I've been suffering from depression all winter and I'm just now fighting my way out of it. The only response I got from anyone was a nice email from my mom. You would think that people who pretend to care about me would at least say something about it.
I also feel like I'm whining for no good reason. But I'm not asking to be showered with attention for every little thing I say or do, I just feel like I've been abandoned by the few select people who are supposed to care. I have no real life support system.

Sorry you feel that way, Marie. I can understand the disconnection feeling because I get that, too. Stay strong and your true friends will reveal themselves.

Sleepy. I'm so taking a nap when I get home.

Naps are awesome.

Stuck in bed watchin king of the hill. Messed up the tendons in my foot somehow but damn it hurts

So you mess up your tendons and then punish them by watching King Of The Hill? Haha. ::

 

[lonely_drummer]

So you mess up your tendons and then punish them by watching King Of The Hill? Haha. ::

Lol, I don't know what it is but lately I've been going through a mad mike judge phase. Before it was Beavis and butthead lol, still entertaining tho

 

[SilentBird]

So, what ''cycle of the circle'' could you break first? Just think about it.

What happens in your mind, your life or your thoughts and emotions?

What could you do first to make yourself more at ease ?

Those are pertinent questions, thank you. The most insidious and dominant cycle is in my thoughts which in turn affect my emotions and actions. Maybe I could think of myself more in a better light.

 

[MikeyC]

Lol, I don't know what it is but lately I've been going through a mad mike judge phase. Before it was Beavis and butthead lol, still entertaining tho

I don't like either of those shows. :: Glad you do, however.

I feel accomplished. I had to go to the doctor to get some another referral for my therapy sessions. I hate going there because they always ask me awkward questions about my mental health and I don't want to speak to them about it - only my therapist. Anyway, the doctor I saw today was a lovely Muslim woman who was very nice and comforting so I was immediately at ease. She asked me a couple of questions but I didn't feel too bad about it. I think her being female really helped.

I also worked for 6 hours and cooked a delicious lunch for myself. It's been a good, productive day and now it's after 2pm and I can relax for the rest of the day.

 

[Srijita52]

I feel like such a retard.

I don't like either of those shows. :: Glad you do, however.

I feel accomplished. I had to go to the doctor to get some another referral for my therapy sessions. I hate going there because they always ask me awkward questions about my mental health and I don't want to speak to them about it - only my therapist. Anyway, the doctor I saw today was a lovely Muslim woman who was very nice and comforting so I was immediately at ease. She asked me a couple of questions but I didn't feel too bad about it. I think her being female really helped.

I also worked for 6 hours and cooked a delicious lunch for myself. It's been a good, productive day and now it's after 2pm and I can relax for the rest of the day.

Glad to know you're having a good day Mikey

 

[MikeyC]

I feel like such a retard.

Why? ::

Glad to know you're having a good day Mikey

It's been more productive than anything, but thank you.

 

[Feeling_Nothing]

Not sure, for now I'm okay but I know that usually changes as the day progresses
And why are you feeling like a retard Srijita?

 

[Falkor]

Feeling like I want to help people, don't know, just makes me really happy from the heart.

 

[Srijita52]

Not sure, for now I'm okay but I know that usually changes as the day progresses
And why are you feeling like a retard Srijita?

I hope it lasts
Well, I am a retard. I can't even do things other people do so easily. Even having a normal conversation is impossible for me.

 

[hidwell]

I feel upbeat.

 

[montejocarlo]

Well, I am a retard. I can't even do things other people do so easily. Even having a normal conversation is impossible for me.

i can't communicate well either and i really envy those who can, but i'd rather not think that i'm a retard. there are things that goes easily for some while goes hard for others. i'm pretty sure you do some things better than other people- like how you can comfort those who are feeling down even when you're miles away from them. not everyone can do that.

 

[montejocarlo]

Feeling like I want to help people, don't know, just makes me really happy from the heart.

i think that's the most wonderful feeling one can ever have.

 

[Boby]

I hope it lasts
Well, I am a retard. I can't even do things other people do so easily. Even having a normal conversation is impossible for me.

No,you are not a retard.The people on this forum are the smartest and strongest people I ever met and you are not an exception.Unlike other "normal" people we have to fight the toughest battles possible every day and that is the battle with our selves,so we are far from being weak or retarded.

 

[montejocarlo]

No,you are not a retard.The people on this forum are the smartest and strongest people I ever met and you are not an exception.Unlike other "normal" people we have to fight the toughest battles possible every day and that is the battle with our selves,so we are far from being weak or retarded.

couldn't have said it better.

 

[Feeling_Nothing]

No,you are not a retard.The people on this forum are the smartest and strongest people I ever met and you are not an exception.Unlike other "normal" people we have to fight the toughest battles possible every day and that is the battle with our selves,so we are far from being weak or retarded.

Wow, I totally agree here.
Aaand I just realized I had hardly any "human" contact this week
Starting to feel lonely again.

 

[Srijita52]

Thank you both I agree people on this forum are definitely one of the strongest and kindest people I've ever seen. I guess retard is too strong a word, I shouldn't have used it. I was just feeling really down when I posted it.

 

[Srijita52]

Wow, I totally agree here.
Aaand I just realized I had hardly any "human" contact this week
Starting to feel lonely again.

I'm sorry you're feeling lonely again. Is there anything you can do to make you feel less lonely? Like joining a club or something?

 

[Feeling_Nothing]

I'm sorry you're feeling lonely again. Is there anything you can do to make you feel less lonely? Like joining a club or something?

No not really, I live pretty far away from "interesting" stuff and I wouldn't even dare going to something like that alone. The only "friend" I got is so busy you practically have to make an appointment with him to do something.