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    Starting a business-scared!

    I'm wanting to start my own errand service business, because I like helping others and it would give me just a little socialization, but not too much. But I will have to go to people's houses and now that i'm getting closer to getting customers, i'm freaking out. It would be a great opportunity...
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    Feel like an old woman

    I feel much older than I am probably because someone who's my age isn't supposed to be this alone.
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    Happy Xmas!

    I hope everyone has a good day today :) Can't wait to have my Steak and Mushrooms...mmm!
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    Anyone in the medical field here?

    I'm thinking of going back to school to become an LPN, so i'm wondering if you are in that field, how do you handle it with sa? I'm really nervous because I know it is a highly social job, but I can't be a "loser" the rest of my life and blame my fear for never being successful. I have a huge...
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    Can you become outgoing?

    I had a therapist tell me at one time that it would basically be impossible for me to become outgoing. I said I could try but she said I would only look like a fool, she didn't use the term fool though.
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    Problem with drinking

    I'm very afraid I have let alcohol control me; i'm very severely depressed and lately I have drank to "deal" with the pain. I don't want to start AA or talk to my doctor about it, because if I feel like I have let myself down by drinking, I will feel worse. Can anyone help me if they have been...
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    Another not so good date

    I met up with this guy tonight that i've been talking to online for a few days now. We were at a restaurant, and he was the one that was so painfully shy and nervous, and I just kept trying to talk about different things. I may not be the most outgoing person, but atleast I try. He didn't...
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    Do you believe satan is cause of sa/phobia?

    Are you a christian and believe this somewhat too?
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    Have people passed you by in life too?

    I hate getting on myspace, but I do it because I want to meet people. But then I end up looking up old friends, exes, and that's what's makes me so depressed. They have been able to keep jobs longer than me, they have been able to keep friends longer than me, they have been able to keep a...
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    Going on another date?!

    I've tried meeting people online, and have had only a few dates so far in the past year. Now I met another guy online and he asked me to go out for coffee with him and I agreed. Now my biggest fear is, what do I talk about? You woudn't know it by looking at me, but I am an extremely shy,anxious...
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    Ever been homeless?

    There's a chance I will be homeless soon because of STUPID choices. When will I ever learn?! :evil: :cry:
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    Any one from PA,NY,NJ Tri-State area?

    I just moved here about 3 months ago and don't know anyone but a couple people. If you'd like to chat, let me know.
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    What do you regret most?

    I have let my fear overrule me and that's what I regret most.
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    Wake up with panic?

    I've gotten panic/anxiety attacks when I first wake up in the morning, for the past year or so. Has anyone else experienced this?
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    Now I want to get married and have kids ?

    I really don't want to be alone, and since I don't have other family than a brother who causes me more problems, I suppose it's time to find someone now. But i'm literally scared to death of meeting a guy for fear he will reject me, or I will have to meet his family! And what will they think of...
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    Can being so alone cause you to be this?

    A raging maniac at times with so much irritability that you just want to bash someone's head in with a baseball bat? I've been diagnosed as being Bipolar which causes extreme anger and irritability too, but if someone has been so alone in her life as I have been, couldn't that be a cause for so...
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    What to do when so lonely?

    I guess i'm one of those people who mopes and dwells on how sad and lonely I am. But I do not have any coping skills when it comes to fighting my horrible lonliness. What are some of the things that you guys do to get over being so lonely, and does it help? :(
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    Have you ever traveled alone?

    I have more than once, and do enjoy it somewhat until the dreaded feelings of lonliness start to haunt me. I'm looking to go on another trip soon, but just do not know where to go. Alone ofcourse. Any suggestions? :)
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    I'm never meeting anyone again!

    I'm a good looking women, but not very outgoing when i'm out in public(unless i'm drinking ofcourse). Tonight I met someone who was older tham me, and when we left the Casino, all she said to me was 'take care'. Talk about being fucking rejected! WTF? She never seemed interested in me at all, I...
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    Checked myself into hospital

    Just got home from a 6 day stay in a psych ward, and i'm glad I went. Doc definitely agreed I have a terrible problem w/ anger, and started me on Lithium. It has helped but I wish I was put on it sooner, but no one ever takes me serious,until it's too late like now. I'm going to make the effort...
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