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    I need a date!

    Anyone up for some fun?
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    Totally pissed off right now

    My upstairs neighbor bangs all the time, and lately I have had a very short fuse. So I took a broom to the ceiling, she banged back, and I gave her a few choice words. Probably not the smartest move, but i'm sick of people. I was sitting in the bank yesterday, and it took a long time for someone...
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    This is a friggin nightmare !

    I'm sorry for upsetting people by talking about commiting suicide ; obviously I didn't go through with it again. I don't want to die, but living this life that I do, I would rather be dead. I am almost totally alone, and my anxiety about being around people becomes worse with each year, because...
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    Goodbye

    The time is just about here, it's time for me to go. I just couldn't face the world again, it killed myself long before now. I'm so very sorry for those of you who put up with assholes. If I stayed and had to deal with one more person who pissed me off, I would of killed them for sure. But the...
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    Bipolar and Socially Phobic

    Anyone else have both disorders ? I'm always up and down, sometimes extremely angry, and now very suicidal. But maybe next week I will be so happy that I will feel like i'm high.
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    I want to die

    I'm so sorry for posting this, but I need help. I've been horribly depressed lately, i'm always alone, and i'm scared to know what the future is going to be for me. My brother wants me to move back to New York, but i'm already settled here in Oregon, and anyways, he's in a psychiatric center...
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    Embarassing!

    I had to have my doctor call me late night, because I was having heart pains again. She wanted me to call 911, and the ambulance and firetruck were out in front of my apartment, then 3 EMS guys were in my house. I might as well have just had a heart attack right there! :oops: Stupid heart.
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    Too shy/anxious to hold a job ?

    This has been my biggest problem from day 1 of my first job at 17. I've only been able to handle a job for 10 months at most. I feel like i'm the only one this bad. :(
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    For kids of abuse

    If you are a kid that is being abused, whether it's emotionally, physically or sexually, you definitely need to tell a trusted adult now. I know it's easier said than done, but you did nothing to deserve what is happening to you, and you deserve alot better. If you do not feel comfortable going...
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    What do you do ?

    How you do you handle being so uncomfortable around people, that you just want to start crying ?
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    Lonely Again

    I've been feeling terribly lonely lately, and I almost just want to give up, and leave this world for good. I'm too damn shy, I feel like such a friggin loser, and i'm so afraid of getting to know people because they will probably find me to be boring, like most people. I try to be outgoing, and...
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    Happy Birthday to Me !

    31 going on 18 ! :lol:
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    Hiking Alone

    Ok, some or most of you will probably think i'm nuts, but I want to go hiking in Crater Lake for my b-day this weekend. But unfortunately, I will be alone. It is more crazy because I am a female, but really, i'm not that worried about it. Have any of you ever hiked alone, and if you have, what...
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    Looking for a friend on the West Coast

    Just need someone to chat with, and possibly meet for friendship only.
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    Started working

    Today was my first day, and well, I don't feel good right now. It was repititious work, boring, but now i'm all freaking out worrying about how the other women took to me. I'm always too quiet, shy, and never know how to start a decent conversation, I hate this. I'm telling myself to just not...
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    Short People

    This is something that i've been thinking of lately, but maybe it's just me. I'm short, 5'2, and i'm wondering if I would be more confident and talkative, less shy, if I were taller?
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    Horribly Lonely Tonight

    I have hope that someday it won't be this painful anymore,but for now I feel like i'm dying inside. :cry:
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    Going to start working again

    I'm feeling scared, anxious, depressed, worried, because I haven't worked in a long time, years. But i'm going through this vocational rehabilitation program, and I start working soon. I never want to go through what I did with jobs before, but I don't want to be so isolated in my life either. I...
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    Books?

    I've seen a couple of books about shyness and anxiety/phobias, and was wondering if anyone has ever read any books that helped them?
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    Nice to meet everyone

    I'm a newbie and look forward to being here. :D
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