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I'm ready to sell everything in my apartment, pack up the car and just get the heck out of here. Maybe that's what I need to do to feel better. Is Washington a good state to live in? I currently live in Oregon.... :roll: I should of just stayed in New York!

Just wanted to be the nice person that I am. :)

My god, how long will I have to deal with all this bull and all of these a**holes ? I was almost going to commit myself to a psych ward today, because no one seems to want to help me, and the only one that does want to, can't because there's nothing she can do either. I really feel like never...

I am so upset and angry, I don't know what I really should do here. I just found out that one of my neighbors told another one(probably more),that I had starved my dogs. EXCUSE ME?!!! If anything, I overfed them! One of my neighbors who is a good friend, and has had trouble with this lady too,is...

WTF, I was at a carwash today, and when the ASS in front of me didn't pull his car up, I thought he was just sitting there. So I went ahead of him, then he came out to my car and threatened me. He's so lucky that I do have control, because even if i'm a small woman, that WILL NOT stop me from...

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I'm soooo pissed off that I heard my fricken ass@#$% neighbors talking about me, that I want to really hurt them! The neighbor upstairs from me is the one who I really hate, and I know that she started the whole thing. She is a total bit#!! and I can't stand being in my own apartment right now...

Today isn't a good day for me; my counseler told me that she is leaving in June, and I am very use to her and like her too, and it's very hard for me to like most people. Then I went to the hospital because I thought I sprained my knee, and those jerks treated me like I was no big deal. I went...

Aagh! Even though I have been alone on most holidays since 18, they still bother me. My poor bro is stuck in a friggin psych center, and i'm still alone, how nice.

I seem to have a much harder time forgetting people that have been in my life, and I tell myself to move on because I really need to, but just can't. It would be alot easier, if it weren't so easy these days to find people with the internet. Damn you MySpace! :evil:

I haven't seen him in 10 years, now he's 20, all grown up and it's making me feel so bad. I left a message for him, but he most likely will not get back to me. Who knows what his mother has said to him about me and my brother; our older brother who has passed is my nephew's dad. I did write to...

I really do hate being so bitter and angry towards people in general, because I am a nice, caring person. But, for my 31 years on earth so far, i've had to deal with nothing but neglectful, uncaring, stupid and disrespectful people. Yes, there have been a couple of nice people, but 95% of them...

I've met a couple of people lately, but both of them haven't worked out. All I wanted to do was take a walk with the first person, but she came up with excuses, and today, I met a guy and we drove around the city here, so I could show him more of it, mistake! Growing up with a mom who hardly...

I feel like i'm smaller than everyone in size these days, I find myself comparing other adults to myself in terms of height and bone size, and I still look like i'm 12 years old, and i'm 31! I obviously didn't grow much after 10 or 11, because I do have kid size everything, and everyone seems to...

This has been on my mind alot lately, and it's scary in a way to think that I will be very much alone when i'm in my senior years.

I'm really considering becoming a mother, but afraid of how my anxiety would affect my child. I would not hide in a house all day, mine is not that bad, but I usually avoid 98% of all social functions. I guess when it comes to what's best for your kids, you really do just have to grin and bear...

I'm in a bind right now, because I really want to bacome a mother,but I do not want to subject my child to all the possible harmful effects of any medications. I know exercise is great, but I would need a longer lasting reliever for my anxiety and depression. All my doctors will say is that...

I finally have my first customer for my errand service business, and i'm very happy and more confident. Now, all I have to do is gain more confidence to go out and do some word of mouth advertsing. I'm thinking of going to doctors offices, lawyers and elderly housing to offer my services. But, I...

I went to the dentist today to get my cleaning, and the hygenist that did my teeth was very friendly, enough to actually scare me. But she was a very nice lady, and even offered her email address to me. She seemed sincere enough to really want me to email her, but knowing me, I have my doubts. A...

But how can I have any, now that i'm in my early 30's and still so disfunctional when i'm in any social setting? I wish I could just find a job where I felt totally at ease with the work, and more importantly, with the people. I'm very afraid that this will never happen,and I will always have to...