lonely_world
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I've tried meeting people online, and have had only a few dates so far in the past year. Now I met another guy online and he asked me to go out for coffee with him and I agreed. Now my biggest fear is, what do I talk about? You woudn't know it by looking at me, but I am an extremely shy,anxious person who would rather hide from the world than face it. Because of that, I have had an almost non-existent social life, and by now at 32, it's goes beyond painful what I feel. I'm crying right now. I'm so tired of being scared and alone, but when I get the courage to meet someone and do it, I regret it. I guess most people are put off my how quiet I seem, but I don't mean to be quiet. I've just been more quiet than talkative in my life, that's all I know. Yeah, I can talk about the weather, the news, but beyond that it's all depressing. Keep trying, I know that's what my brother says to do and what my parents would say if they were alive. What a nightmare.