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Well things where going up not good good but up. Now there is a lot going wrong with my life. I literally cant handle it. Its really not that controllable but this is the one thing I have most control over and I have no guts to change it. My boyfriend cheats all the time, I have ZERO...

I haven't actually took time to look at how much I have improved and wow I have come such a long way. I still have a long way to go but I am quite proud. I thought I wasn't going to make it to be honest and with this site asking and reading others problem really did make a big difference...

Hey guys just wondering if anyone knows if a doctor will write a note to my university explaining why I have missed so many sessions. I have missed a lot of uni due to the side effects of my medication and I have already failed a module due to my attendance and I was wondering to stop myself...

I was on citalopram for about 6 months on 60mg but people said it made me really crazy like mental, made me make bad decisions, made me a bit dangerous to myself and others... apparently. I thought it worked well like it helped a lot but it made people around me worry all the time so I thought...

I have kind of accepted that I am pretty much mute with pretty much everyone and stopped caring to be honest. The bit that hurts me the most is I am sooooooo quite with my boyfriend soon he will leave because why should he be with someone who doesn't give him much back. yesterday I opened up a...

Every summer is the same. I want to do so much but having no friends sucks, I can never go anywhere or do anything. I always say this summer will be different but its the same I spent all my time in my room. Last summer I could go a whole 7 days without stepping outside :crying: I have come...

I met a guy on facebook haha and we met and yeah I was so quite hardly spoke and was so robotic when he touched me or anything BUT he stayed and got to know me, which hardly anyone does its now been 5 months and he knows me and I CANT LET HIM GO I have to though, his been cheating on me since...

I remember at the end of last year and the beginning of this year was the lowest point of my life. Coming to university was a massive shock to my system as people keep telling me. I started medication, I am now on 60mg of citalopram and yeah its been a MASSIVE change! more than I ever thought...

I was so sick of having no one that I met this guy from Facebook turns out he was seeing a lot of girls. He said he liked me and I am not naïve I knew it was a lie but I didn't want to end it He doesn't want to make it official and that is a massive clue I see him all the time for over 3 months...

I been seeing this guy for the past weeks now. He lives his phone at mine yesterday. Me being my weird, anxious and paranoid self I go through his facebook (yes I know I shouldn't have, I get annoyed when my people do this) I went through it because I don't trust people at all and I thought all...

I just feel like I want to get away from myself I have been the most depressed I have ever been the last few days Everyone always tells me to cheer up and stop being so miserable but the last few days a lot of people have been asking what is wrong and stuff, even strangers I just feel so... I...

I have never really cared about being in a relationship before or anything so I avoided dating at all cost because I knew I wouldn't be able to handle it and I highly doubt that the guy would want to see me after the first time and that will live me even less confident (if it can get any lower)...

After years of trying to be unnoticed, blending in, never wearing anything that will put me in the centre of attention. I always sat in the corner and never spoke and always dressed down, I never wore bright colours or anything over the top, it was always something that people wouldn't take note...

I just want the freedom alcohol gives me. I am now on 30mg on citalopram and the symptoms have gone down and its only been 7 weeks but still I never speak. I used to be fine with it but since uni this year and seeing people so happy and social has made me realise how lonely I am and have...

Got the courage to go the doctors today. I was so nervous and was shaky, sweaty and even through up but so proud of myself for doing it. I pretty much burst into tears as soon as I walked in, I couldn't stop shaking and fidgeting and don't think she heard half of what I said but think just...

Sorry its a bit long but please read, I really need some advice. Just moved to university, been here for a week and I am so lonely. No friends, no family no one to even just say hi to. I have not said more than 20 words since been here.. I hate my course, I picked such a social course where its...

Would be nice to talk to someone new :bigsmile: and I have unlimited texts that I never use :sad: I'm 17 and live in England. I don't really mind about age but yeah :)

I think its time I at least try get this sorted. Have any of you been? can you tell me your experiences and how you started talking about it. I really need help I have no idea how to say it, or how to start :P What happens after if anything does happen. I'm working myself up about it :( I just...

Im a media student and for school we have to try and get the most views on out video to win a prize. I dont have as many friends as anyone else and have no where to share my video to. Im getting embarrassed about turning up with only a few views... Could you help me out by clicking the link...

I have tried so hard this year to turn things around on my own and I actually started seeing results and then things are just going back to the way it used to be. I pushed myself to say something to people, even if I stuttered or mumbled or was shaking and feeling really hot and uncomfortable I...