After years of trying to be unnoticed, blending in, never wearing anything that will put me in the centre of attention.
I always sat in the corner and never spoke and always dressed down, I never wore bright colours or anything over the top, it was always something that people wouldn't take note of.
I have never been myself like in the way I dress, talk and what I say and stuff
anyway after years of being ignored and never being noticed and people never caring about me or what I have to say. I now really, really want someone to care about me I want to exist and mean something to someone.
I feel like I could disappear today and no one will notice for a really long time, I feel like I am not really living, I feel like I am giving nothing to this world.
I might as well not be here, I want to mean something and be important to somebody.
Yes I have my family and yes they care I suppose but they have to, I want someone to care about me because they want to and they chose to
ummm I have no idea if this makes sense :thinking: I have kind of put a million thoughts into one.
Just had to get that out :thumbup:
I always sat in the corner and never spoke and always dressed down, I never wore bright colours or anything over the top, it was always something that people wouldn't take note of.
I have never been myself like in the way I dress, talk and what I say and stuff
anyway after years of being ignored and never being noticed and people never caring about me or what I have to say. I now really, really want someone to care about me I want to exist and mean something to someone.
I feel like I could disappear today and no one will notice for a really long time, I feel like I am not really living, I feel like I am giving nothing to this world.
I might as well not be here, I want to mean something and be important to somebody.
Yes I have my family and yes they care I suppose but they have to, I want someone to care about me because they want to and they chose to
ummm I have no idea if this makes sense :thinking: I have kind of put a million thoughts into one.
Just had to get that out :thumbup: