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I don't know why, but I just don't like the thought of somebody I love, and loves me back, being with another guy before. Might be because I've never loved or been loved, but I know it'll be tough to get used to, for me. BTW, it's cuz I's a virgin too. I'd understand if neither were a virgin.

I'm tired of being alone...

Past 4 years of my life I have done nothin but watch TV, watch movies, play video games, and sit on the computer, I'm 18 now. Literally that though, I dropped out of high school then too, got not a single real life friend, only leave the house for counseling and junk like that. Now my mom got me...

Past 3 weeks I have gained 15 pounds, showered like 4 times, brushed my teeth like 4 times, changed clothes like 4 times, cut myself over a dozen times, lost my only friend(my fault) that I was really really close with(online), step dad lost his job(mom lost hers a few months ago), brother had a...

So what is y'alls sleeping schedule? What was the worst schedule you were ever on? :rolleyes: I'm currently on sleeping at 4AM and waking up at 1-2PM. I used to go have it around, sleeping at 11AM and waking at 9-10PM(10-12 hours of sleep :eek: ) for probably a year or so. But then I changed...

eh... I don't know what to do. I finally broke and told my mom everything today, she instantly goes to the crisis hotline and say I should go to a mental hospital place... cuz I said I wanted to die and such... But instead I've got an appointment tomorrow morning... I don't know what to do... I...

This friend of mine told me about these schools for mentally ill people, including social anxiety and even just depression. They are both schools to get your diploma and they help you with your problem, you actually live at them too. It sounds soo nice at the thought of living at a school place...

The past some months now I've slowly posted my pictures in more and more places. It started with only 1 person seeing a picture of me, then after a while of seeing myself sometimes in pictures I finally posted one on my sites like this. So now I see myself everytime when I come here. Then I...

Who here has an online relationship? What do you think about it so far?

Recently I've really wanted to move out of here, I live with my mom, step dad, and brother. They really don't help me in many ways, just with giving me food and a place to live. I get SSI but I doubt I'd have enough to live on my own with it. Also, I don't know if I'd actually wanna live by...

Is it just me or do our junk ruin it for us? I'm really getting annoyed about some of the random bad thoughts I get when I'm talking with this girl I like(online), sure I can control saying things, but I just hate thinking of her like that! They have operations where they make it so SPECIAL...

So does anybody here have a fantasy land? Either through video games, playing some game with themselves, or anyother way that's possible to have a fantasy land. A place where they get to be somebody else, pretend to be somebody else, or pretend you have somebody to talk with. I myself like to...

Ok so a lot of people develop SP in their teens, so do you guys still feel as if your a teen? I feel as if my life just stopped when SP came, I still feel 15, I didn't learn anything afterwards, it's just like 3 years of sleeping, nothing happened at all, not even much dreaming(1 monthly). So...

Ok, so I noticed their is people that will leave the house daily, have friends,boy\girlfriend or a wife\husband, in college, and them things. Then their are people that have none of that and rarely leave the house. Which one are you? Is their seperate names for them or what? I would...

Ok, so I am planning on getting my GED in a few months, but then I realized this. Physical symptoms often accompanying social anxiety disorder include excessive blushing(check), sweating (check), trembling(double check), palpitations, nausea, stammering(double check), and panic attacks(not yet)...

I 18\male and obviously I still live with my parents. Basicly everybody in my family are fat, I am not obese but still to fat for me, I am trying to lose some weight, but this DAMN family won't let me. Most the time I can get some salad, I eat it, but then my family walks in with there food and...

I'm 17 and 18 tomorrow(10th)\male. I dropped out few years ago, but I am working on my GED in a month or 2, I am even getting in shape again to. I honestly wanna move out of here kinda badly, I am getting tired of my family. I can't operate in society, don't even try anymore. My only plan of...

Im not sure if I have OCD or not, no im not gonna go to the doctor to find out. Its not like full OCD, I googled it and it seems like I got some of the symtoms. I kinda have uncontroled thinking of disturbing or annoying things. I also seem to count words or items I think or see to see if it...

What are the obstacles you have to overcome and what do you wanna do in life after that? Well my obstacles I have to pass are in the order. I would like to lose some weight(working great), then I gotta try to pass my GED(math is hard)aswell as get the balls to go to the school. Then im hoping...

Anybody play Xbox Live? What games?