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superfluouslyme

superfluouslyme

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I had to go back many pages to figure out what the hell you people are talking about. I think I'm up to speed. Americans = big things that like big things. WalMart = exotic. :)

I have a love/hate affair with Wallyworld. As a principle, I don't want to shop there because I want to support local shops and non-massive corporations, but it's just so convenient and cheap. Damn you, Sam Walton!
 
P+G

P+G

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Do you think social anxiety will stay with you forever? I don't think I can get over it.
 
1BlackSheep

1BlackSheep

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superfluouslyme said:
I had to go back many pages to figure out what the hell you people are talking about. I think I'm up to speed. Americans = big things that like big things. WalMart = exotic. :)

I have a love/hate affair with Wallyworld. As a principle, I don't want to shop there because I want to support local shops and non-massive corporations, but it's just so convenient and cheap. Damn you, Sam Walton!
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I don't know what your local Walmart is like, but the one nearest to me always seems to attract the crazies! It is nice that Walmart is accepting of everyone though - gotta give 'em bonus points for that.

I have the love/hate thing going on with WallyWorld too. I just hate paying so much more for stuff elsewhere, even though I don't want to see the little guys go out of business. It's quite the connundrum!
 
Invisibleman

Invisibleman

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Ive felt better today than ive felt for the past week. My body seems really relaxed for some reason and its awesome. I think il live.
 
MrJones

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Beleza said:
You won't always be lonley, you guys are great people at heart and mind.
That's terrible, that people act phoney with you I'm sorry that you run into those types.
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Shyangel said:
I think your an awesome guy, Mrjones. You are very kind and caring to everyone on this site. I would definitely be your friend if we were within driving distance. I'm so sorry for all your struggles, but you have to try and concentrate on the good. Bad things are gonna happen in life, you can't let it tare you down, you got to get back up and do whatever you can to improve it....I really hope things get better for you soon:)
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Shyangel said:
Your right, Beleza, he's to good of a guy to not ever get friends.

I hate people who use and taken advantage of good people while pretending to be there friend. Those people are horrible, and no body should be bothered by them, because they are not worth it.
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Srijita52 said:
I'm sorry you're going through all this. Like everyone said you're a very nice person and anyone would be lucky to be around you. Things can and will get better, just hang in there and don't give up :)
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Nanita said:
I know how it feels, trust me. I have minimal contact with people, and I feel strange about it. At the same time I can´t function well in friendships.
Sometimes I wake up suddenly in the middle of the night, counting the poor number of people I´m in contact with, feeling nervous and lonely, feeling like I´m a freak who can´t make a decent life for myself.
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Thanks a lot for your replies and the kind words. Thank you so much.
 
Phoenixx

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A bit depressed. I wrote a very long Facebook message to a friend of mine, had to tell her about a certain thing I've been dealing with (no not SA) and how I felt about it, and I never usually vent to her. I felt like I needed to though, I was sick of ignoring the problem. Did I want to bring up those emotions again? Of course not, but I'll thank myself later for feeling what I am now, rather than having the feeling catch up with me later ten times worse.
 
MikeyC

MikeyC

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Phoenixx said:
A bit depressed. I wrote a very long Facebook message to a friend of mine, had to tell her about a certain thing I've been dealing with (no not SA) and how I felt about it, and I never usually vent to her. I felt like I needed to though, I was sick of ignoring the problem. Did I want to bring up those emotions again? Of course not, but I'll thank myself later for feeling what I am now, rather than having the feeling catch up with me later ten times worse.
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Hopefully your friend helps you out with whatever problem you've got. Getting it out there is a lot better than leaving it in.

I had an average night out last night. Highlights include declining a (legal, but still unwanted) pill from my friend, awkward conversation with another friend, getting a call from that friend later in the night saying he wants to end his life next year due to crippling loneliness, and watching Community.
 
DeadmanWalking

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After completely bombing another test in Child Welfare and feeling pathetic, I finally feel free. I took another step forward and beat another dark part of me. I'm growing as a person:).

Oh, and Mikey? Please help your friend. I really don't want them to commit suicide.
 
lonely_drummer

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Gaaaaah, one of my roomates friends is over, and theyre downstairs and he's playing with my guitar, amp and pedals, trying soooo hard not to cringe whenever he plays a note, please be careful! All those things in his hands are the only things I really care about but I don't wanna go down and be a dick about it. Please don't hurt my babies!!!
 
MikeyC

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lonely_drummer said:
Gaaaaah, one of my roomates friends is over, and theyre downstairs and he's playing with my guitar, amp and pedals, trying soooo hard not to cringe whenever he plays a note, please be careful! All those things in his hands are the only things I really care about but I don't wanna go down and be a dick about it. Please don't hurt my babies!!!
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If he's messing around with your equipment, speak up. It's expensive and fragile and you don't want anything to happen to them.
 
Graeme1988

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Slightly depressed, unsure of myself and my creative abilities. As well as a whole load of other unresolved issues, which I won't get into now, as I'm too tired.
 
MsBuzzkillington

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lonely_drummer said:
Gaaaaah, one of my roomates friends is over, and theyre downstairs and he's playing with my guitar, amp and pedals, trying soooo hard not to cringe whenever he plays a note, please be careful! All those things in his hands are the only things I really care about but I don't wanna go down and be a dick about it. Please don't hurt my babies!!!
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It's YOUR stuff. He is the one who is a dick for not asking permission not to use it. Go down there and say "Hey, it's cool if you use my stuff but I'd like you to ask me first and please be careful with my things". That's totally reasonable. You are NOT a dick for asking them to stop using yourself either. It's yours, not theirs.
 
lonely_drummer

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MsBuzzkillington said:
It's YOUR stuff. He is the one who is a dick for not asking permission not to use it. Go down there and say "Hey, it's cool if you use my stuff but I'd like you to ask me first and please be careful with my things". That's totally reasonable. You are NOT a dick for asking them to stop using yourself either. It's yours, not theirs.
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Ok, I was gonna tolerate it but I just heard the ****er change down to a low C tunning. That's it I'm pissed, gotta take care of this NOW
 
polishgirl

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Srijita52 said:
I know the feeling polishgirl, its the worst one ever. If you ever want to talk I'm here :)
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Iluv said:
You're never alone. I'm here
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Thank you guys :) I find so much support on this forum, it really helps me to get through a lot.

What I find really hard right now is adjusting to new society. I've just moved to a new country three weeks ago and I feel so awkward, so lonely and misplaced. People in my school have known each other for a while and I feel like I am never going to find any friends with whom I can be even a little close. And then the language is an obstacle, too: I don't even say anything, in the fear of not pronouncing it right, making it sound incomprehensible.
 
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