How are you feeling?

[Shyangel]

You won't always be lonley, you guys are great people at heart and mind.
That's terrible, that people act phoney with you I'm sorry that you run into those types.

Your right, Beleza, he's to good of a guy to not ever get friends.

I hate people who use and taken advantage of good people while pretending to be there friend. Those people are horrible, and no body should be bothered by them, because they are not worth it.

I hope everything's well with you, Beleza.

 

[Srijita52]

Especially lonely today... I don't know why I still feel like this, I've been always lonely and probably I always will, no changes seem to be coming, and in fact everyday has been worse than the previous one for quite a while.

Grades getting worse, people leaving behind both in my personal and my professional life, 3 anxiety attacks in 3 days, discovering people who I called friends were only looking for something again, making mistake after mistake...

I understand why people don't want to talk to me, but it still hurts ::



PS: I'm talking about people from outside this site

I'm sorry you're going through all this. Like everyone said you're a very nice person and anyone would be lucky to be around you. Things can and will get better, just hang in there and don't give up

 

[Srijita52]

Like crap. Last nights math class went horrible. The stuff might as well had been in another language. Then at work everyone seemed to be giving me s**t. Sometimes I wonder why I even bother getting out of bed.

Sorry to hear you had a bad day. I hope you feel better soon

 

[Nathália]

Your right, Beleza, he's to good of a guy to not ever get friends.

I hate people who use and taken advantage of good people while pretending to be there friend. Those people are horrible, and no body should be bothered by them, because they are not worth it.

I hope everything's well with you, Beleza.

You're so sweet, hi

 

[Graeme1988]

Unmotivated and uninspired. And it's f***ing frustrating. ::

 

[Shyangel]

You're so sweet, hi

Haha, my mother would disagree with that.


But, thanks

 

[Shyangel]

Unmotivated and uninspired. And it's f***ing frustrating. ::

I know the feeling, Graeme.

Keep your chin up, though, things will get better.

 

[Srijita52]

Unmotivated and uninspired. And it's f***ing frustrating. ::

What's wrong? Hope you feel better.

Haha, my mother would disagree with that.


But, thanks

I have to disagree with your mother than. You're truly a very sweet and nice person Shyangel

 

[Phoenixx]

Bored, cold, tired because I'm bored, my brain hurts from doing math homework, and I'm a little frustrated with a number of things.

 

[Nanita]

Especially lonely today... I don't know why I still feel like this, I've been always lonely and probably I always will, no changes seem to be coming, and in fact everyday has been worse than the previous one for quite a while.

Grades getting worse, people leaving behind both in my personal and my professional life, 3 anxiety attacks in 3 days, discovering people who I called friends were only looking for something again, making mistake after mistake...

I understand why people don't want to talk to me, but it still hurts ::


PS: I'm talking about people from outside this site

I know how it feels, trust me. I have minimal contact with people, and I feel strange about it. At the same time I can´t function well in friendships.
Sometimes I wake up suddenly in the middle of the night, counting the poor number of people I´m in contact with, feeling nervous and lonely, feeling like I´m a freak who can´t make a decent life for myself.

Bored, cold, tired because I'm bored, my brain hurts from doing math homework, and I'm a little frustrated with a number of things.

I remember when I had to do math. I always hated it, I am really bad at it.

 

[Shyangel]

What's wrong? Hope you feel better.


I have to disagree with your mother than. You're truly a very sweet and nice person Shyangel

Aww, thanks, Srijita. You are to kind.

I could say the same thing about you.

Hows everything with you?

 

[Graeme1988]

What's wrong? Hope you feel better.

Oh, I'm trying to get back into making art again, since I haven't done much of that since dropping out of high school. It's just the not knowing where to start, seeing that blank sheet of paper or canvas seems to make my mind go blank too.

 

[Nanita]

Oh, I'm trying to get back into making art again, since I haven't done much of that since dropping out of high school. It's just the not knowing where to start, seeing that blank sheet of paper or canvas seems to make my mind go blank too.

I know that feeling, looking at the blank paper or canvas, thinking I should be able to do something fantastic because I have done it before and because people tell me to start making more of that stuff. At those times, everyting I do, looks stupid.

 

[Srijita52]

I know how it feels, trust me. I have minimal contact with people, and I feel strange about it. At the same time I can´t function well in friendships.
Sometimes I wake up suddenly in the middle of the night, counting the poor number of people I´m in contact with, feeling nervous and lonely, feeling like I´m a freak who can´t make a decent life for myself



I remember when I had to do math. I always hated it, I am really bad at it.

^Same here, always been bad at it
I'm sorry to hear that Nanita. You're not a freak at all, being lonely is very painful, I know. If you want expand your contact though, maybe you can try to meet some new people by joining a club with similar interest, or a group of similar minded people who would be much easier to be friends with.

 

[Nathália]

Oh, I'm trying to get back into making art again, since I haven't done much of that since dropping out of high school. It's just the not knowing where to start, seeing that blank sheet of paper or canvas seems to make my mind go blank too.

Hi Graeme. What methods have you tried? You know it's hard to brainstorm or think of things sometimes looking at paper. Free writing could help because when you free write with no censorship things can just flow and everything that comes to mind is fair game. Or you can start off with doodles and have fun with the doodles and you may get a larger idea.

 

[Srijita52]

Aww, thanks, Srijita. You are to kind.

I could say the same thing about you.

Hows everything with you?

Thank you
I'm good I guess, always the same lol. How about you?

 

[Nanita]

I'm sorry to hear that Nanita. You're not a freak at all, being lonely is very painful, I know. If you want expand your contact though, maybe you can try to meet some new people by joining a club with similar interest, or a group of similar minded people who would be much easier to be friends with.

Thank you..!
Meeting people / joining a club; I don´t think I´m able to do that, sadly, I get too nervous, quiet, shaking, and it´just too painful for me being in that nervous awkward state. Plus people tend to not accept me when I´m like that. They look at me like I´m the weirdest thing.

 

[sullyS25]

Thank you..!
Meeting people / joining a club; I don´t think I´m able to do that, sadly, I get too nervous, quiet, shaking, and it´just too painful for me being in that nervous awkward state. Plus people tend to not accept me when I´m like that. They look at me like I´m the weirdest thing.

I would accompany you to a club so we could feel awkward together Nanita...Denmark isn't too far from Spain....right? hahaha

 

[Nanita]

I would accompany you to a club so we could feel awkward together Nanita...Denmark isn't too far from Spain....right? hahaha

Thank you
Haha. Maybe it´s a little far.
Actually I´m going on a holiday to Spain in July. And it happens to be in Galicia.

 

[sullyS25]

Thank you
Haha. Maybe it´s a little far.
Actually I´m going on a holiday to Spain in July. And it happens to be in Galicia.

Well you will love it, that is for sure!