How are you feeling?

Phoenixx

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Indecisive. I have three different ideas in my head and doing two projects at once just because I can't figure out which one I finally want to do. I'm getting sick of looking at the one, even though it is a good idea, I'm just having trouble piecing it all together.

My other project I started this morning is more detail oriented and focusing on one subject rather than several. Ugh, I can't decide! >.<
 

MrJones

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Indecisive. I have three different ideas in my head and doing two projects at once just because I can't figure out which one I finally want to do. I'm getting sick of looking at the one, even though it is a good idea, I'm just having trouble piecing it all together.

My other project I started this morning is more detail oriented and focusing on one subject rather than several. Ugh, I can't decide! >.<
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Shyangel

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Not too good considering I just woke up at 5:20PM. Im such a loser.

Loser number 2 right here!

I don't actually sleep until that late, but I am in bed on my computer, usually, until then. There are probably other's on this website that has done or does the same thing. I know having nothing to do in the day can make you feel useless; trust me. But, your not. You just haven't found your groove in life yet. It could take time; more then you would like; but it will happen if you give it a chance.
Don't count your self out before your life's done; then your just not giving yourself a fair chance.
 

Invisibleman

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Loser number 2 right here!

I don't actually sleep until that late, but I am in bed on my computer, usually, until then. There are probably other's on this website that has done or does the same thing. I know having nothing to do in the day can make you feel useless; trust me. But, your not. You just haven't found your groove in life yet. It could take time; more then you would like; but it will happen if you give it a chance.
Don't count your self out before your life's done; then your just not giving yourself a fair chance.

Yeah,i mean now that im up im just going to sit on my computer until 5 in the morning like I have for the past week.
 

Shyangel

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Yeah,i mean now that im up im just going to sit on my computer until 5 in the morning like I have for the past week.

Same here brother!

I've been staying up until god knows when for the last few weeks!^.^
Man, I really need to get something to do with my time.
 

MsBuzzkillington

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I am feeling really sad, depressed and unsure about things. I kind of feel like breaking down and crying. I wish I had someone here to support me. I know deep down it isn't the answer to everything, but I wish I had a boyfriend who loved me and could be with me right now. I wish I had someone to hold my hold through this. I don't know what to do, I just want to curl up and go to sleep and stay dreaming forever.
 

Phoenixx

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I am feeling really sad, depressed and unsure about things. I kind of feel like breaking down and crying. I wish I had someone here to support me. I know deep down it isn't the answer to everything, but I wish I had a boyfriend who loved me and could be with me right now. I wish I had someone to hold my hold through this. I don't know what to do, I just want to curl up and go to sleep and stay dreaming forever.
^ I know that feeling all too well.

*hugs* Hope you start to feel better soon.
 

Phoenixx

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Kind of like throwing up, shaking with anxiety, and a little shocked.

An ex friend just called me. I didn't know it was her at first, because she was using my friend's phone (came up as her name/number), and it definitely didn't sound like her on the phone. Anyway, I haven't talked to her in months and when we did talk, we basically weren't even friends then since we had a falling out (definitely not a good one). The last I knew she moved to Texas with her husband, but apparently they got back Monday and are moving in the next town over.

So, she just jumps the question on me, "Hey, mind if we - " I had no idea who she was with so I asked, "Who's we?" "R, W, and I come over and visit for a bit? We'll be over in an hour!" I felt I didn't even have a way out of this one, so I caved in. The other person (W) I was never friends with either, I just talked to her occasionally in school because she would always try to start a conversation with me when we were in the library. She loved to spread rumors and was a bit annoying though, so I kept my distance most of the time. (I sound rude saying that. I'm sorry!) So yeah, I feel like I got cornered into doing something I don't want to do.

Why can't I just have the night to myself? ::(:
 
I'm oh so very nervous. My mom and I are going to see my eldest adopted sister and her kids for the first time in a long time tomorrow. The relationship between my mom and sister is severely strained and, in the past, the only time my sister would want to see us is if she needed something. I'm terrified a fight is going to break out right in the middle of the restaurant. My mom says she is going to just get up and walk out if anything happens, but I'm not sure that I can stop myself from yelling. And I really miss being an aunt. I worry for my oldest nephew. He's really smart and I don't know that his parents encourage that in him. He also exhibits some stereotypical gay tendencies (I know it's wrong to believe stereotypes, but I have to go with my gut on this one) and I'm scared for him. I think my sister would be okay with him being gay, but his father will disown him. I want him to be able to be who he is, gay or not.

I'm going to be taking extra Inderal tomorrow, that's for sure!!
 

this_portrait

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After being up since 8:00 in the morning, I dozed off and took a nap at around 6:00 and just woke up not long ago. My eyes don't seem to want to come unglued, though. -YAWN-
 
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