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Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Incandescent with rage, but I'm being fairly passive about it.

My oldest sister's being overbearing and manipulative, as usual.
 
I feel terrible. Ive been so stressed out with school lately and my stress and frustration has been bottled up and I literally just exploded at my mom. She just pushed me to the breaking point and I just starting screaming and swearing at her at the top of my lungs. I dont know why I did it I feel horrible now.

Hey, what´s going on at school ? is it difficult for you to go there?
or is it the fact of a lot of work to do?, i'm wondering.
try to prevent yourself from screaming, i know it's hard to not react mad if people are talking to you, you might just take a walk or lay down for a while or drink some green tea to relax :). I have the same, if somebody is frustrating me i get a little mad, but mostly i take distance so i will not cause any more trouble and just let them do their thing, and i take some rest so later on the vibe will be more sunny.

Edit: it's good to say sorry now and then btw. Your mom would be happy i think, of course you were feeling frustrated and you cannot help it, but your mom can't help it too, she's not the cause, so maybe you can cheer her up a little? - Have a nice time?

Also a very good idea for you would be fighting sports or playing soccer, kick out the frustration
 
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I just don't think I'm up for going in to work today.


Just take a day off ;) it's totally okay. but remember, avoidance is bad..
I do the same so I know that it only makes me feel worse at the end of the day.

Today I wanted to avoid school and so i stepped outside the class to ''go to the toilet and walk around the school building. (that's totally fine:)) but then i felt like. oh ****, i want to go home. but funny thing is, i wanted to go in class and wanted to say ''i'm sick, i'm going home'' not really good excuse when feeling panicky that is why i took a walk but whatever, but he said good you're here, we have to clean the classroom, so we cleaned all stuf and after it we got the rest of the day off... And mostly i don't like cleaning but right there i felt it was a good thing so everybody is working hard and not paying any attention to me. (Have to get rid of that feeling.. I know rational it's totally not it, but it's just the feeling that is choking you all time, you don't like to get observed while doing stuff)...
 
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Aletheia

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catharsis

My mental wash load is unbalanced, so I'm going rinse out my negative emotions with a hu-manly sob and then soak in a couple hours of afternoon sleep

Carbon dioxide has always built up in the atmosphere; rain is the way it washes clean.

I hope you're feeling better.
 

MaliceInWickedland

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So-so. I'm relieved that my random onsets of depression have been settling down lately but at the same time I feel more alone than ever and this loneliness is slowly eating away at me.
 

bsebring

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So happy right now, finally found an awesome guy to chill with, friends or dating, who cares. I found someone that I can be myself around ^_^
 

MikeyC

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I went to Newcastle yesterday afternoon and got back home about an hour ago. It's a 3 hour drive, so me and a mate decided to visit a friend up there, have a few beers, watch him DJ, then crash at his place before leaving today.

That was the plan....

What actually happened was my idiot mate decided to drink in the car on the way up. Half-way there he told me to stop in the middle of the freeway so he could vomit. That was the point of no return. He undid his seatbelt on the freeway as I was driving, he tried to grab the wheel a few times, half-passed out, stumbled and toppled as we tried to get some food. Then trying to get into the bar where our friend was DJ-ing, he was miraculously let in but he wandered around, collapsed on the floor, vomited, fell asleep in his chair, and made rude gestures at the security before being dragged out.

Me and our friend took him back to the house so he could sleep it off, only to wander away several times in a city he's completely unfamiliar with, flip us off, fall into bushes (only to be recovered by 3 guys in the middle of the night, who happened to be really nice), and generally make a nuisance of himself. It took our friend the step of locking him inside so he wouldn't escape again, to which he fell on the floor and fell asleep.

After that chaos, my friend and I ended up not going back to the bar and just sat there, drinking beer and chatting for hours on end. That was the best part of the trip, by far. He's a really nice guy and it was good to catch up with him and talk about a lot of things. After a while his girlfriend got home and my mate woke up with absolutely no memory of what he did most of that night. He was fine from that point on.

So overall, it started out awful with my friend so drunk he was completely incoherent and unbalanced, but it got good after that. I think I'll make a notion of no more drinking in the car. What an idiot.

Going bar hopping tonight with a guy, we're just friends right now, but it might turn into something else ;)
That's awesome! I hope it blossoms into something further. :)

So-so. I'm relieved that my random onsets of depression have been settling down lately but at the same time I feel more alone than ever and this loneliness is slowly eating away at me.
So sorry to hear you're still depressed, Malice. ::(: And lonely, too. If you ever need someone to talk to, my inbox is available, even though I'm just some keystrokes from Australia.
 
Every day is lonelier. I don't know how much longer I will be able to stay like this.

Hang in there MrJones. Anything could happen next week, next month, next year that could change your circumstances. You have no way of knowing what is coming in your future. Don't give up yet!:) ((Hugs))
 
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