MrJones
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When I feel uninspired I start a fire.
But seriously, hope you find inspiration soon, now that you have vacations
How are you feeling?
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But seriously, hope you find inspiration soon, now that you have vacations
MrJones
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MikeyC
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Ah, haha. If someone else can organise to get everyone on this forum in one location at the same time, I'll emcee the event. I will push through my nervousness and I will do it!My money's on MikeyC.
I've had a similar thought recently. I'm realising that there's absolutely no point. We just glide through life and try to survive as long as we can.
Why are you sorting through her belongings?
That's exactly the feeling I get from looking at the remnants of my grandparents' lives. They had wealth and plenty of leisure time, dozens of hobbies and pet projects to keep them busy. But now it's all just a bunch of junk that we can't seem to be able to get rid of. It doesn't mean ANYthing to anyone. What was the point, except to keep them busy until they die?
We are having to sort through her things because she is in a nursing home for good with severe dementia, and we need to try to sell her antiques to pay for her expensive care.
She seems happy enough. She has no memory of all this crap she left behind. In fact, she thinks she's staying in a hotel, and that she needs to get back to her job at the munitions factory (WWII) and her two small children.
MikeyC
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That's the circle of life. It's depressing to think that way. I can't imagine anybody will want my CD's when I'm dead, but I still collect them.
That sucks, Marie. :
: It's too bad nothing can be salvaged but I guess to pay for her care, everything must go. It's unfortunate her brain has decided to go back in time on her. I swear, if I ever get dementia, throw me off a cliff.
this_portrait
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Dementia would be awful to have. My uncle developed dementia (and before that a really bad drinking problem) when his wife (not sure if she was his wife or ex-wife) died. He must have cared about her a lot if her death made him spiral that far down. It's unfortunate that your grandmother is in this situation. Take care.
I feel relieved right now, though it feels like I have a headache coming on.
Apersonalan
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I feel like absolute **** every large porno file I accidentally download has Lisa Ann in it and every guy that gets a 30 min blowjob is a complete ******* not to mention that I'm being used so I can't even make a decent real friend and everything has to be some game.
Blannabers
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Well. I feel heavy in a way today. Like emotionally heavy. I've been really quiet lately. However, as of right this very second, I feel ok. I feel comfortable. Probably by the time I wake up tomorrow, I'll be back to my barred self.
this_portrait
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I feel more awake now. Thank God for nice, refreshing showers.
coyote
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Sad. I don't think I'll be getting any carbon allotropes for Christmas after all. :
getting coal instead?
Yeah pretty much.
DeadmanWalking
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I'm feeling good after a long time
What brought this along
? Mayhaps you could send some of that happiness over here?
Srijita52
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What brought this along
Well the problem that was bugging me and my friend for a while has finally come to an end, okay not really but at least we got a direction. Plus just had some exercise done and feeling pretty refreshing
My mom is getting married today. I can't sleep. I took an Ambien, but now I have a headache.
theslowesthand
Banned
The last few hours, been feeling like i'm almost about to "go off my rocker". Crazy, crazy day. Usually i feel that i'm sort of in a manner of speaking "okay-ish". But when the "sh*t hits the fan" (for me, this is having a bad people event) ... then the TRUTH about my situation lets itself known, and these TRUTHS are that i am WAY, WAY more "CRAZY" & F*CKED-UP & ANGRY that i am normally led to believe (its the "false fascade" that i show to myself, i guess). I know everybody's meant to be "f*cked in the head", and i've always known that of myself also, but sometimes like now, it really SCARES me how my deeper levels are well-and-truly "WARPED" on an almost "evil, pathological" level it seems (i wouldnt be that surprised)
No booze, run out, but am needing the pacifying of alcohol BADLY, so went thru all my empty liquor bottles, pouring a bit of softdrink into & drinking remnants (& found 1/2 glass spirits)
So, a day of learning for me......
No booze, run out, but am needing the pacifying of alcohol BADLY, so went thru all my empty liquor bottles, pouring a bit of softdrink into & drinking remnants (& found 1/2 glass spirits)
So, a day of learning for me......
Invisibleman
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I feel terrible. Ive been so stressed out with school lately and my stress and frustration has been bottled up and I literally just exploded at my mom. She just pushed me to the breaking point and I just starting screaming and swearing at her at the top of my lungs. I dont know why I did it I feel horrible now.