I went to lunch with a friend I haven't seen for a while and it was fun. We spent almost 3 hours talking and we've made plans to meet up next week sometime with another friend that I haven't seen in a longer time.
Something GOOD That Happened Today!
The aforementioned mega box of brownie mix. And, my new phone magically activated itself today. And, as grumpy as I was when I woke up this morning, it turned out to be a pretty decent day.
Now, I get to go to bed and try it all again tomorrow.
Now, I get to go to bed and try it all again tomorrow.
I went to my band mate's place to pick up some of my drums. When I walked in his 18-month-old boy was there, doing what babies do. I haven't seen him in a little while, so he's certainly grown up a little. As soon as he saw me, he wanted me to hold him so I picked him up. As soon as I put him down he wanted me to pick him up again and he hugged me. :😮:
It was a sweet moment, more so because I freeze up when it comes to kids.
No, this does not make me want to have kids of my own!
It was a sweet moment, more so because I freeze up when it comes to kids.
No, this does not make me want to have kids of my own!
^Awww, that's so sweet.
Whenever I see my nephews, they come running up, yelling, "Auntie Kate, Auntie Kate!" before leaping on me for a big hug. They're so enthusiastically demonstrative about it. Makes me feel loved. I wish it were that easy to be with everyone.
Whenever I see my nephews, they come running up, yelling, "Auntie Kate, Auntie Kate!" before leaping on me for a big hug. They're so enthusiastically demonstrative about it. Makes me feel loved. I wish it were that easy to be with everyone.
That's awesome. 🙂Aletheia said: ↑^Awww, that's so sweet.
Whenever I see my nephews, they come running up, yelling, "Auntie Kate, Auntie Kate!" before leaping on me for a big hug. They're so enthusiastically demonstrative about it. Makes me feel loved. I wish it were that easy to be with everyone.
It's funny because my band mate's 18-month-old wanted to hug me, yet his 16-year-old daughter barely gives me the time of day.
Today I had a huge panic attack in the morning, I wanted to stay home from school. After two hours of being panicky I said to myself ''NO, I will not drain here at home, It is so important for me to be there, i'll just go now later on the day'''. So I went to school later on, and I wanted to talk to my teacher apart. He said ''We know about your panic attacks, so don't worry. We're happy you're here now, that's a good thing'. I told him I'll eventually will not have panic attacks anymore cuz i'm fighting really hard and I also find school so important for me. He smiled and said ''it's fine, we know about that''. So I'm really happy I decided to go to school after this moment of failure.
I really wish I will cure my panic attacks someday.... It would change my whole life to something better. I can get so mad at myself like losing my whole control when i avoid something. just because i want the other side around. it's the most important thing for me in the world to show that i can face a situation.
I really wish I will cure my panic attacks someday.... It would change my whole life to something better. I can get so mad at myself like losing my whole control when i avoid something. just because i want the other side around. it's the most important thing for me in the world to show that i can face a situation.
^ Yeah kids can be so adorable. 🙂 I usually freeze up around kids too because I usually don't even know what to do. I never grew up around younger siblings or a lot of younger relatives because I don't really have any. So yeah, as adorable as they can be, I still don't want kids of my own either.MikeyC said: ↑I went to my band mate's place to pick up some of my drums. When I walked in his 18-month-old boy was there, doing what babies do. I haven't seen him in a little while, so he's certainly grown up a little. As soon as he saw me, he wanted me to hold him so I picked him up. As soon as I put him down he wanted me to pick him up again and he hugged me. :😮:
It was a sweet moment, more so because I freeze up when it comes to kids.
No, this does not make me want to have kids of my own!
good chat with the boss this morning
everything seems to be in order
now i can relax and enjoy the holiday
everything seems to be in order
now i can relax and enjoy the holiday
Had a driving lesson, best one to date, hopefully look into getting a car and pass my test early next year.
Yeah, I have the exact same thoughts. Never grew up around any young people so I don't have the experience. And yeah, I don't know what to do or say around children so I try to avoid that situation altogether.Phoenixx said: ↑^ Yeah kids can be so adorable. 🙂 I usually freeze up around kids too because I usually don't even know what to do. I never grew up around younger siblings or a lot of younger relatives because I don't really have any. So yeah, as adorable as they can be, I still don't want kids of my own either.
You took the thoughts straight from my brain!
^ What can I say? I'm magical!MikeyC said: ↑You took the thoughts straight from my brain!
No, not really. Just... weird I guess. :😛:
I walked up to a kitten and she was so excited to see me that she took a flying leap onto my chest and wouldn't let me put her down. 🙂 Gotta love my job.
^^ Super adorable... Visualizing now....arghh cuteness overload..
I got a letter in the mail today informing me that I have been accepted into a social work degree starting next year. 4 years of study to come.
I got a letter in the mail today informing me that I have been accepted into a social work degree starting next year. 4 years of study to come.
ShyKiwi said: ↑I got a letter in the mail today informing me that I have been accepted into a social work degree starting next year. 4 years of study to come.
Wow! Congratulations ShyKiwi!!🙂
I hope it all goes well for you.
ShyKiwi said: ↑I got a letter in the mail today informing me that I have been accepted into a social work degree starting next year. 4 years of study to come.
Congrats and good luck with the study ShyKiwi.
I felt really low but was able to pick myself up and get chatting randomly to people. It isn't much, but I feel good about it and that's what's important I guess!
^ That's great! Congrats! 🙂ShyKiwi said: ↑I got a letter in the mail today informing me that I have been accepted into a social work degree starting next year. 4 years of study to come.
At my writing class last night there was a woman new to the group, new to Wellington, she'd been here five days. And her work was good, it was... amazing, I can't think but she'll publish.
In the past, I had to blinker myself to anyone else's work in order to hear my voice at all, and not lose it in comparison.
But last night, I found her not intimidating but inspiring, and I wrote better than I've done in a long long time.
I hope she comes back, I want to hear more!
In the past, I had to blinker myself to anyone else's work in order to hear my voice at all, and not lose it in comparison.
But last night, I found her not intimidating but inspiring, and I wrote better than I've done in a long long time.
I hope she comes back, I want to hear more!
Aletheia said: ↑At my writing class last night there was a woman new to the group, new to Wellington, she'd been here five days. And her work was good, it was... amazing, I can't think but she'll publish.
In the past, I had to blinker myself to anyone else's work in order to hear my voice at all, and not lose it in comparison.
But last night, I found her not intimidating but inspiring, and I wrote better than I've done in a long long time.
I hope she comes back, I want to hear more!
Glad to hear it inspired to write well. Good writing is something everyone can learn from, be influenced by and be inspired. I think all writers draw on their own voice, but also the writing that influences them.