So..I got married March 20th and I was afraid about how I would be at my own wedding since I'm an Avoidant and have Social Phobia..miracle of miracles I was fine! I didn't feel self-conscious, I didn't feel nervous, I made small talk, I enjoyed my own day! I think one 2 reasons I was fine, because people kept asking me before the wedding, the weeks leading up to it..are you nervous? are you nervous yet? I think it was a reverse psychology thing..because people kept asking I wasn't. Because it was almost expected. Also I felt like everyone was rooting for me, I had the support of my family and friends, coworkers etc. They were all there to see me and Don, they were there for us in support of our relationship. I think the realization hit me like a ton of bricks. I mean unless you have a lot of family drama at your wedding, which I didn't..that could make you nervous.
I just felt so supported and loved there was no way for me to be nervous.
At times I would look around and feel like "this is for us" all this, we planned and made happen" It was great
I just felt so supported and loved there was no way for me to be nervous.
At times I would look around and feel like "this is for us" all this, we planned and made happen" It was great