I hate feeling like I annoy people, whether I actually do or not. I always feel like I'm just bothering someone when I talk to them.
It has stopped me from starting a conversation so often.
I feel like that all the time, irl... and online.
I feel like that often as well. I don't want to put them in a difficult position where they just feel bothered but don't want to hurt my feelings and keep on going with the conversation even though it's the most boring conversation they've ever had. Oh well...
This is actually a HUGE problem for me, I have absolutely nothing to give when talking to someone and sooner or later I always screw it up in a desperate cry for not losing someone else (and yes, the list is long).
"They are just being polite to me but they just want to leave and do anything else, I don't deserve their time, I'm not worth it".
And I also have to add that for some reason I feel like I also make themselves feel annoying... which makes me feel ever worse.
Maybe it's because I've been extremely emotional lately, but this is actually making me feel like I should start living like a hermit again so people don't have to suffer because of me anymore.
I think I better go to bed again...
PS: btw I can say that none of you have ever annoyed me, never. I know the feeling won't go away, though, I've been told the same and it just stays here.... in this stupid brain of mine.