Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

Thanks a lot Mikey, truffleshuffle and superfluouslyme! 🙂

My mom's a narcissist. Least I know there's a name for it. But just can't live here anymore, can't take it. I have to hide when I cry after we have arguments, because I know she'll make that about her too or make it so that "i'm just trying to make her feel guilty" or something by crying. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, all the emotional blackmail, guilt tripping, and following me around the house telling me what I do wrong, and then not being able to even be open about my emotions because somehow that's something wrong too.. I hope I'm not like that..... I hope i'm not playing the victim here too.

EscapeArtist said: ↑

My mom's a narcissist. Least I know there's a name for it. But just can't live here anymore, can't take it. I have to hide when I cry after we have arguments, because I know she'll make that about her too or make it so that "i'm just trying to make her feel guilty" or something by crying. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, all the emotional blackmail, guilt tripping, and following me around the house telling me what I do wrong, and then not being able to even be open about my emotions because somehow that's something wrong too.. I hope I'm not like that..... I hope i'm not playing the victim here too.

That sounds very frustrating. I think it'd be a good idea to plan to get out of there, if that's possible. Expressing independence is ever so fulfilling.

In a perfect world, animal abusers would receive the same treatment they inflicted on their victims.

@pop-princess - Happy Birthday 🙂


I have a massive sore throat, feverish, and I lost my voice:eek:
it hurts to swallow water. Right now I have a tissue stuck in my nostrils to catch the drips. TMI -sorry.

ohhhh the horror.

my hair hurts. I want my mommy.
or really heavy duty pain killers. or both. Even my security blankie doesn't comfort me right now.

I just realized that I haven't heard anyone call me by name in almost three weeks, maybe longer. At this point, I'm not sure I'd recognize my name if I did hear it. Something tells me this is not good. :sad:

Emerald_ said: ↑

In a perfect world, animal abusers would receive the same treatment they inflicted on their victims.

In a perfect world people would respect animals as fellow inhabitants of this planet, rather then just property. Humans have lost their respect after we stated to elude the ever pressing jaws of the food chain.

With that said, in our current real world, I do think there's a severe need for better laws on animals cruelty. Particularly in areas such as the meat industry. I'm not opposed to meat as a product, but I do think it needs to be obtained FAR more humane, and in FAR fewer quantities. As it is now it looks a lot like condoned genocide.

EscapeArtist said: ↑

My mom's a narcissist. Least I know there's a name for it. But just can't live here anymore, can't take it. I have to hide when I cry after we have arguments, because I know she'll make that about her too or make it so that "i'm just trying to make her feel guilty" or something by crying. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, all the emotional blackmail, guilt tripping, and following me around the house telling me what I do wrong, and then not being able to even be open about my emotions because somehow that's something wrong too.. I hope I'm not like that..... I hope i'm not playing the victim here too.

You're definitely not a victim here. If you were then everyone on this forum would be, no? ;3

However we may feel about them, toxic influences are toxic influences. Unless she makes an effort to stop that condescending behaviour, then you're in for a endless loop. If you can relocate I think you should definitely try to make that happen.

It's not like you'd have to break contact all together. You could still visit and stuff. It's just that it's easier dealing with toxic influences when you can ''go home'' when it becomes overbearing.

When I was little I used to imagine windshield wipers on a car were arguing siblings.

Like; Left wiper would be touching the back of right wiper, and then right wiper would jump up and say ''Stop it!'' then left wiper also jump up at the same time and be like ''What?! I didn't do anything..''. Then right wiper would go back down and left wiper would just repeat the process.

LEFT WIPER IS A JERK.

(Try to notice next time you're in a car. ;D)

GraybeardGhost said: ↑

I just realized that I haven't heard anyone call me by name in almost three weeks, maybe longer. At this point, I'm not sure I'd recognize my name if I did hear it. Something tells me this is not good. :sad:

Not at all good, and it feels so familiar.

Grrrrr! I hate people, they make me so incredibly sick!

"We're Going to Damage a Lot of Pigs' Livers" - Daily Mail

Starry said: ↑

Grrrrr! I hate people, they make me so incredibly sick!

"We're Going to Damage a Lot of Pigs' Livers" - Daily Mail

Yeah, I feel the same way, Starry. Well, at least, when I read depressing stuff like that. It shows what a messed up world we live.

I woke up at 6AM! :kickingmyself::thumbup::applause:😎 I don't know which emoticon to use.

superfluouslyme said: ↑

I woke up at 6AM! :kickingmyself::thumbup::applause:😎 I don't know which emoticon to use.

When it doubt, use them all!

Amp said: ↑

When it doubt, use them all!

I would, were it not for the 4 picture limit. :no::no::no::no:

^ LOL! Those emoticons remind me of my grandmother. Always disapproving and scowling.

Coyote, my new title wasn't my idea. I swear! 😀

Is the forum odd for anyone else this evening? All the image buttons seem to have gone, as are the "go to last post" arrows on the homepage.

My computer has been freaking out all evening, I don't know if it's that.

Never mind, it was a problem on my end.

phocas said: ↑

My imagination is overdramatic and causes more worry than what in reality eventuates

Could this be due to the fact that you might be out of focus ? :applause:

^ ... and the thought he had hid it well :thinking: