Feels like I'm driving on the interstate and I can only go very slow. Everyone seems to want to get around me, or honks at me. All the while I'm being pressured into going and doing things I don't want to do, or I'm not comfortable doing, but they're still necessary to do so I have no choice. I wonder what it takes to help yourself in this situation, and why it's my number one priority instead of just a nervousness as it is for what seems like the majority. The fact that sometimes mishaps and accidents are inevitable is what scares me most, because I fear these things in a way that it feels like nobody around me can understand. They can only ask why and I can only ask myself why, but all I can do is shrug.