Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

[Srijita52]

I really miss someone right now /:

I'm sorry, its an awful feeling, I know.

 

[bluebells]

I'm sorry, its an awful feeling, I know.

Yeah it really is /: distance sucks.

 

[Srijita52]

Yeah it really is /: distance sucks.

Maybe talking to the person will help, if you can?

 

[MrJones]

What exposure therapy are you referring to? Your poems?

Yeah, at first I thought I didn't care so I'd do it for exposure. But I read it again and again and it was just so plain bad. Stupid.

I don't feel like doing anything. I want to get in my bed and sleep forever, and never wake up. Everything is better when I'm not part of this world. I just want to sleep.

 

[1BlackSheep]

Thank you sweetins. Haha. I'm back so soon. There was only one other person in the waiting room and the lab went fast. Yippie. I thought I was going to be sitting all day, I was so P.O.! I had to rant, plus my mom was bickering and I was in panic mode, very irritable. It's a good think I don't talk.

I have Pharyngitis. I woke my mom up she was yelling "Omg you're over reacting! weh weh weh!" * she apologized later* I went to the doctors 3 months ago about this and they didn't check it, they rushed me out of that room so fast shesh. I googled it and it said throat cancer, thank goodness it's not. It's been sitting in my mouth for more than three months making it raw.

I will be cool, it hurts, but I don't have any migraines from it, so it's not extreme pain, but my throat is inflamed. The nurse said it could have changed the anatomy, thus is why I can't breathe. *kisses* I'm happy it's not cancer and I didn't have to stay long, that would be complete torture.

~ Rant Done.

Good thing it's not cancer and you didn't get stuck waiting for hours in the ER! Hopefully the inflammation goes down soon so you don't feel like there's something stuck all the time - that would be awful!

 

[Lea]

I sometimes wonder about people who want to change the world or have the knowledges and capacities to be a leader of some movement... for me it is unimaginable, I have hard time to manage even myself let alone masses of people

 

[Nathália]

Yeah, at first I thought I didn't care so I'd do it for exposure. But I read it again and again and it was just so plain bad. Stupid.

I don't feel like doing anything. I want to get in my bed and sleep forever, and never wake up. Everything is better when I'm not part of this world. I just want to sleep.

How an artist grow is not by censoring themselves. I read my things too and turn red too. I don't think many people will judge you hard here.

It's whatever you feel comfortable with. If you feel like you want to try, you can. It's your inner expression, you do it how you please. You can write about spoiled eggs and spider souls. I'm telling you it doesn't matter, because we have to stop caring about how we express.

Whatever your choice. I respect it, just saying if you would like it.

Sorry you feel that way about the world right now.

Good thing it's not cancer and you didn't get stuck waiting for hours in the ER! Hopefully the inflammation goes down soon so you don't feel like there's something stuck all the time - that would be awful!

Yup. I feel better already after the med <3. I tend to run to search engines when I have a concern to consider, idk if that's good. Thank you blacksheep, I hope you're doing okay.

 

[Srijita52]

Yeah, at first I thought I didn't care so I'd do it for exposure. But I read it again and again and it was just so plain bad. Stupid.

I don't feel like doing anything. I want to get in my bed and sleep forever, and never wake up. Everything is better when I'm not part of this world. I just want to sleep.

I agree with Beleza Jonesy, the fact that you're trying to express yourself is great and I don't think your poetry's bad. I think my stories are crappy too but they help me get my feelings out and that's something important for me.

 

[MikeyC]

Thank you sweetins. Haha. I'm back so soon. There was only one other person in the waiting room and the lab went fast. Yippie. I thought I was going to be sitting all day, I was so P.O.! I had to rant, plus my mom was bickering and I was in panic mode, very irritable. It's a good think I don't talk.

I have Pharyngitis. I woke my mom up she was yelling "Omg you're over reacting! weh weh weh!" * she apologized later* I went to the doctors 3 months ago about this and they didn't check it, they rushed me out of that room so fast shesh. I googled it and it said throat cancer, thank goodness it's not. It's been sitting in my mouth for more than three months making it raw.

I will be cool, it hurts, but I don't have any migraines from it, so it's not extreme pain, but my throat is inflamed. The nurse said it could have changed the anatomy, thus is why I can't breathe. *kisses* I'm happy it's not cancer and I didn't have to stay long, that would be complete torture.

~ Rant Done.

That's good that it's not cancer! Lucky. With any luck the inflammation will go down and you can breathe properly again.

I don't feel like doing anything. I want to get in my bed and sleep forever, and never wake up. Everything is better when I'm not part of this world. I just want to sleep.

I'm sorry, dude. It sucks. ::

 

[lonely_drummer]

Yes!! House is empty now, and hit record...

 

[MrJones]

My family, especially my mother, don't realize how much they hurt me and how awful they make me feel when they talk about me and how I should be able to do things and have fun like normal people my age.
I'm worthless, useless, I can't have a normal life and probably never will. I'm not as good as others.

Sometimes I wish I could just die and be replaced by someone else, someone better, and that nothing would notice the change. Someone that would make all the people I love happy, as they deserve. Something that I just can not do. I drag people down, I make people feel worse. I don't want to hold people back in life, I don't want to be a burden to anyone anymore.

 

[WeirdyMcGee]

press x to Jason.

(x) JASON!
(x) JASON?!
(x) JAYYYSUNNNN!!!!
(x) JAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSON!?

 

[planemo]

My family, especially my mother, don't realize how much they hurt me and how awful they make me feel when they talk about me and how I should be able to do things and have fun like normal people my age.
I'm worthless, useless, I can't have a normal life and probably never will. I'm not as good as others.

Sometimes I wish I could just die and be replaced by someone else, someone better, and that nothing would notice the change. Someone that would make all the people I love happy, as they deserve. Something that I just can not do. I drag people down, I make people feel worse. I don't want to hold people back in life, I don't want to be a burden to anyone anymore.

Nah man, you're not worthless or useless. I don't have and will never have a "normal" life either, and yes people like us are not as good as other people in certain situations. But we're still here, and we still have meaning I think. We fit in, and play a role in ways which we probably don't understand. In many ways I'm glad I'm not normal. I think we often believe the lives of those more capable than us, are glamorous and perfect, but in most instances they're not. So chin up, and don't let the words of others get you down.

 

[Phoenixx]

Thank you sweetins. Haha. I'm back so soon. There was only one other person in the waiting room and the lab went fast. Yippie. I thought I was going to be sitting all day, I was so P.O.! I had to rant, plus my mom was bickering and I was in panic mode, very irritable. It's a good think I don't talk.

I have Pharyngitis. I woke my mom up she was yelling "Omg you're over reacting! weh weh weh!" * she apologized later* I went to the doctors 3 months ago about this and they didn't check it, they rushed me out of that room so fast shesh. I googled it and it said throat cancer, thank goodness it's not. It's been sitting in my mouth for more than three months making it raw.

I will be cool, it hurts, but I don't have any migraines from it, so it's not extreme pain, but my throat is inflamed. The nurse said it could have changed the anatomy, thus is why I can't breathe. *kisses* I'm happy it's not cancer and I didn't have to stay long, that would be complete torture.

~ Rant Done.

Yup. I feel better already after the med <3. I tend to run to search engines when I have a concern to consider, idk if that's good.

^ Aww, sucks you had to deal with that for 3 months. Thank god it's not cancer though. Glad you're already feeling better. Don't worry, I sometimes run search engines too when I'm concerned with my health. The last time I searched an illness, I was actually right about it. (Mono) Usually though, I end up coming across an illness way out of line that I don't really have. Always go to a doctor when you're sick and/or really concerned about a health issue and don't know what's up.

 

[lonely_drummer]

Ah, recorded all the vocal tracks to 5 of the songs. Feeling pretty accomplished, that was a productive 3 1/2 hours

 

[MikeyC]

My family, especially my mother, don't realize how much they hurt me and how awful they make me feel when they talk about me and how I should be able to do things and have fun like normal people my age.
I'm worthless, useless, I can't have a normal life and probably never will. I'm not as good as others.

Sometimes I wish I could just die and be replaced by someone else, someone better, and that nothing would notice the change. Someone that would make all the people I love happy, as they deserve. Something that I just can not do. I drag people down, I make people feel worse. I don't want to hold people back in life, I don't want to be a burden to anyone anymore.

I'm sorry, Jones. You're not a burden to me ever. Ever.

Ah, recorded all the vocal tracks to 5 of the songs. Feeling pretty accomplished, that was a productive 3 1/2 hours

Excellent. I hope to hear something soon.

 

[KiaKaha]

If I ever get married she will either have to be - a different ethnicity from me, preferably a different skin colour - or someone who is not from this country.

Cos I wanna be different.

 

[Roman Legion]

Ah, recorded all the vocal tracks to 5 of the songs. Feeling pretty accomplished, that was a productive 3 1/2 hours

I'd like to do something like that but I don't know of any musicians around here.. I have an electric guitar but suck at it.

 

[superfluouslyme]

Not enjoying the second-hand smoke permeating into my house from my next door neighbor's cigarettes!

I hate that. My mom has been smoking since she was 14 years old. I know that she would love to quit, but it's hard. I often wonder how much she really cares that her second hand smoke could give me cancer one day. I know she would never, ever wish for that, but it's a possibility.

My hair feels so light now that I had about 4 inches cut off. My head doesn't feel so damned heavy.

 

[1BlackSheep]

If I ever get married she will either have to be - a different ethnicity from me, preferably a different skin colour - or someone who is not from this country.

Cos I wanna be different.

I can only imagine what's going to happen with the mail for the females on your route who are of a different ethnicity or skin color (no u!)!