Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

I just saw two mourning doves hanging out on my window air conditioner. I tried to take a photo, but they flew away the minute I opened the blinds.

Photos used to be a lot more special back when they were taken on film and had to be developed. Remember very well just waiting whether my 7 photos of a landmark I took (just to be sure) came out alright. Exciting times.

Online everything insists you go see a doctor. 'If you are feeling this way please contact your doctor immediately'. Easier said than done.
Did it before they don't care. >_>
I was reading through some articles and it said, Complications of suicide: Death. Haha, you wouldn't think....

Dearly beloved,
Are you listening?
I can't remember a word
That you were saying

Are we demented
Or am I disturbed?
The space that's in between
Insane and insecure.

Oh, therapy
Can you please fill a void?
Am I retarded or am I
Just overjoyed?

Nobody's perfect and
I stand accused
For lack of the better word and that's
My best excuse.

I feel restless for the past 2 days and I don't know why. It's frustrating, this is the second time I've been like this.

DeadmanWalking said: ↑

Well, the first day of presentations is over and, thankfully, my group didn't have to present first:D! Unfortunately though, the discussion's going to get ugly if the first group is anything to go by. Sometimes, I wish people wouldn't question so much and just accept things for what they are and move on. And I almost had a nervous breakdown before class got started. Social Work will either break me down or turn me in a 180.

^ Wait, so did you present at all today? Hopefully you did well. You can get through this class, just keep going and doing all that you can.

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Deus_Ex_Lemur said: ↑

Mwhahahahahahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Why, howdy there. It's been a while since I've seen the likes of you here. :3

Deus_Ex_Lemur said: ↑

Mwhahahahahahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaa

^ 😮 It's a lemur!

Lemurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Now you only come to tiny.... and when its too late (too early?) in Spain to see! 😠

Nice to see you again 😀

The KFC double down is back... AGAIN?!

...my arteries are clogging just watching these commercials. -___-'

Man, I can barely see anything. I wasn't able to clean the smudges off my glasses, my hands and face are too sweaty to keep them clean, and the impaired focus was giving me headaches.

WeirdyMcGee said: ↑

The KFC double down is back... AGAIN?!

...my arteries are clogging just watching these commercials. -___-'

Blech, I had one of those once. Sloppiest. "Sandwich." Ever.

WeirdyMcGee said: ↑

The KFC double down is back... AGAIN?!

...my arteries are clogging just watching these commercials. -___-'

I've always wanted to try one. If you ever do let me know if they're any good. :😛:
Mhhmm I'm making myself hungry right now.

I need to know if it's her you're talking about. I need a subtle way to ask you.

Things are too weird here without my dog. I keep expecting to see him when I come around the corner. It's like I have to keep reminding myself, "Oh yeah, he isn't here right now, I don't have to worry." Not having to stress about taking care of him or worry about him definitely has it's perks; but not having him here is so, so weird. I definitely think having him here is worth any kind of stress/sacrifices I have to make to take care of him. But it will be another month before I can go see him again.

Another random thought I had tonight. I realized that I have officially given up on life right now. I am going through a lot, I have been eating soo sooo much lately (I gave gained 4 and 1/2 pounds in the last couple weeks). I want to stop, I don't want to gain back the weight that I lost. But when I look into the future, I see nothing. There is no point, it is just... nothing. So I continue to eat and self destructive because the way I see it is, it doesn't matter. I have nothing to live for. I am merely just getting by for the sake of my mom, she needs me here.

MsBuzzkillington said: ↑

Things are too weird here without my dog. I keep expecting to see him when I come around the corner. It's like I have to keep reminding myself, "Oh yeah, he isn't here right now, I don't have to worry." Not having to stress about taking care of him or worry about him definitely has it's perks; but not having him here is so, so weird. I definitely think having him here is worth any kind of stress/sacrifices I have to make to take care of him. But it will be another month before I can go see him again.

Another random thought I had tonight. I realized that I have officially given up on life right now. I am going through a lot, I have been eating soo sooo much lately (I gave gained 4 and 1/2 pounds in the last couple weeks). I want to stop, I don't want to gain back the weight that I lost. But when I look into the future, I see nothing. There is no point, it is just... nothing. So I continue to eat and self destructive because the way I see it is, it doesn't matter. I have nothing to live for. I am merely just getting by for the sake of my mom, she needs me here.

Hang in there MsBuzz. I hope things look up for you.

I think there is a problem in this forum,everytime I try to post something using the box in the thread I log out or if I try to edit a post sometimes I log out,not sure what is the problem.....

I really hate when I have these random rushes of anxiety. It's like a mini panic attack, but not quite. Distraction helps, but not much.

People keep unknowingly saying things that turn me off the human race as a whole.
I'm going to be a hermit forever. I don't see how I could possibly put up with this ignorance and carelessness from people... -___-