My bus-ride home from work today made me really happy. The sun was shining and the sea was glistening in it's light, the lambs were skipping about in the fields, I had great music on my Zen, annnnnd it's the weekenddddd!
Had to get a pic to savour this wonderful moment.
Teleport me to this wonderful world in which the weekend has already started. :'C *Thursday*
Teleport me to this wonderful world in which the weekend has already started. :'C *Thursday*
Nah, but that does sound pretty great. :3
Aha, well I work from home on Fridays so to me the weekend starts here :😛: But Thursday is near enough the weekend anyway, nobody ever does anything on Fridays!
Have fun at the concert Angel! Big red font - you must be excited 😀
There is a serious need for some kind of annual SPW meet up, would love to meet all of the lovely people on here! and give a big hug to anyone that needs one 😛
My bus-ride home from work today made me really happy. The sun was shining and the sea was glistening in it's light, the lambs were skipping about in the fields, I had great music on my Zen, annnnnd it's the weekenddddd!
Had to get a pic to savour this wonderful moment.
It's good when elements come together like that. So peaceful. The picture is cool but I don't think it does the moment any justice.
i'm reaaaally tired and i need to go to bed,but then the tormenting thoughts about tomorrow begin and i'll be left there alone with them..i'll have to go to college and argue with the secretaries that risked me losing another semester by their indifference....so much optimism this one!
You ever get the feeling - that as soon as you post, everyone else stops posting? I get that feeling all the time... not just online... but everywhere. Enter a room - room empties. Speak up in conversation - conversation stops. etc etc.
Perhaps I am just paranoid - yeah thats probably it.
You ever get the feeling - that as soon as you post, everyone else stops posting? I get that feeling all the time... not just online... but everywhere. Enter a room - room empties. Speak up in conversation - conversation stops. etc etc.
Perhaps I am just paranoid - yeah thats probably it.
I also get that feeling a lot. Then I often make the mistake of running some numbers to verify it.
You ever get the feeling - that as soon as you post, everyone else stops posting? I get that feeling all the time... not just online... but everywhere. Enter a room - room empties. Speak up in conversation - conversation stops. etc etc.
Perhaps I am just paranoid - yeah thats probably it.
Can you remember many times when this has happened, online or in the real world?
Can you remember many times when this has happened, online or in the real world?
A few times yes - I can recall a few instances where I have spoken up and everyone has just stopped what they were doing, stared and the conversation has completely dissolved.
I have also cleared entire rooms with my presence. Infact just a couple of weeks ago in the classroom, I sat by myself (after people noticing my presence and very obviously moved away from me) - but who knows, I get far too exhausted trying to figure out people and the world.
I have always felt that ones paranoia exists because of past experience, otherwise... you wouldnt be paranoid... that goes for anxiety too I suppose.
A few times yes - I can recall a few instances where I have spoken up and everyone has just stopped what they were doing, stared and the conversation has completely dissolved.
I have also cleared entire rooms with my presence. Infact just a couple of weeks ago in the classroom, I sat by myself (after people noticing my presence and very obviously moved away from me) - but who knows, I get far too exhausted trying to figure out people and the world.
I have always felt that ones paranoia exists because of past experience, otherwise... you wouldnt be paranoid... that goes for anxiety too I suppose.
I still can't believe this kind of thing exists for you, but okay. Why would they do that? Anyway, hopefully it's only paranoia. 🙂
I still can't believe this kind of thing exists for you, but okay. Why would they do that? Anyway, hopefully it's only paranoia. 🙂
Man... it HAS to be the way I am coming across to people somehow...perhaps...or it could be a number of things, some of it me, some of it them - I dont know. I just wish somebody could see real life examples of some of the things I have talked about - its very frustrating because no one seems to believe me.... I realize how completely ridiculous it sounds.
Paranoia is a big problem for me, because I cant shake it, I dont know how to shake the feeling I get... but whats worse is that I dont know if it is paranoia or if its real. No one can tell me - I just have to guess.
I get deeply annoyed when people see me for the first time and they roll their eyes, or they shoulder me as I walk past them - or are are just downright rude to me for no reason. I am a nice person, I think.... its like...what the hell? I get so confused.
But - its all good - I will just deal with it and vent if need be.
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