Excuse me while I ramble a bit here. My mood usually starts out alright in the morning, but it's constantly spiraling downward during the day and the only thing to stop it is human interaction. The problem being that I don't get any human interaction. I realize now that that is the reason I was doing so well to get over SA a few years ago. Back then, there were a lot more people in my department at work, people that I could relate to. Now it's just me and a few middle age women. I can't relate to what they say and most of the time we just sit and work silently anyway. I know I have the strength to get over SA if I was in the right environment. But that's where the problem lies. I'm not sure where to go to mingle with such people and if I did know, I would be too afraid to go there alone anyway. If I could get just one friend who invited me to go and do things with them, I think it would be a cascading effect and I would get over SA in no time.