Post your random thoughts/feelings etc
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SilentAndShy
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As much as you try to ignore what people's perceptions may be of you, and thinking about it, I can't actually put it to the back of my mind. Especially when people behave oddly or different with you than to others. Then you feel vindicated because you think "yeah, you guys are talking about me I bet"
FountainandFairfax
in a VAN down by the RIVER
I just want to feel like I look.
I've done all this work to improve my health and appearance, but I'm still just a socially awkward misfit inside.
I've done all this work to improve my health and appearance, but I'm still just a socially awkward misfit inside.
PugofCrydee
You want to know how I got these scars?
"Nothing fucks you harder than time."
Sir Davos Seaworth.
Ain't that the truth.
Sir Davos Seaworth.
Ain't that the truth.
SilentAndShy
Well-known member
Well done on taking action to change your appearance to feel happier - I kinda need to do that but time is not on my side with commitments.
Hopefully this change gives you that little bit of confidence to take steps in a social environment.
theoutsider
Well-known member
I'm a little annoyed that books, movies and television series are popping up calling themselves The Outsider. I feel so commercialized now. 
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My girlfriend is done with me and I have to find somewhere to live.
How is everybody else's global pandemic going?
How is everybody else's global pandemic going?
vj288
not actually Fiona Apple
I'm sorry, that sucks. On the bright side, hotels are probably cheaper than rent now because no one wants to stay in one. Also mortgage rates are all time lows from the virus, so if you wanted to buy a house and not-so-subtly show it off that's a bit more doable than usual.
Phoenixx
Well-known member
Damn sorry to hear that.
I hope you're not being literally kicked out right away, are you?This week was supposed to be my week. 5 days off from work, AC comes out on Friday, and I was going to spend the whole weekend playing it. Unfortunately my cat is sick. She's not doing horribly, but she's not doing well either. She's had a slight fever since Saturday and she's on 2 rounds of antibiotics. I'm doing everything I can nutritionally to help her. Timing sucks because I'm waiting on her higher quality immune support to come in. It's currently stuck in transit because of this stupid virus hysteria. I went to the pet store today to find something else to get me by. Absolutely nothing. Shelves were empty and what wasn't empty wasn't what I was looking for. Thank god I have some other solutions in my cabinet, but I'm worried what I have isn't strong enough.
2020 is kicking my ass so hard, I can't even catch a freaking break.
Thanks vj. I have a friend who's letting me move in on short notice. I wish I had the cash for a down payment on a house. I believe it would be a great time to buy.
No, I got time. Nobody's mad at each other or anything. I'm honestly not even 100% sure why we're breaking up. She just wants to figure out her depression on her own? I guess?Damn sorry to hear that.
Jeez, I hear you. And it's still only March.This week was supposed to be my week. 5 days off from work, AC comes out on Friday, and I was going to spend the whole weekend playing it. Unfortunately my cat is sick. She's not doing horribly, but she's not doing well either. She's had a slight fever since Saturday and she's on 2 rounds of antibiotics. I'm doing everything I can nutritionally to help her. Timing sucks because I'm waiting on her higher quality immune support to come in. It's currently stuck in transit because of this stupid virus hysteria. I went to the pet store today to find something else to get me by. Absolutely nothing. Shelves were empty and what wasn't empty wasn't what I was looking for. Thank god I have some other solutions in my cabinet, but I'm worried what I have isn't strong enough.
2020 is kicking my ass so hard, I can't even catch a freaking break.
LoyalXenite
Well-known member
Damn sorry to hear that.
This week was supposed to be my week. 5 days off from work, AC comes out on Friday, and I was going to spend the whole weekend playing it. Unfortunately my cat is sick. She's not doing horribly, but she's not doing well either. She's had a slight fever since Saturday and she's on 2 rounds of antibiotics. I'm doing everything I can nutritionally to help her. Timing sucks because I'm waiting on her higher quality immune support to come in. It's currently stuck in transit because of this stupid virus hysteria. I went to the pet store today to find something else to get me by. Absolutely nothing. Shelves were empty and what wasn't empty wasn't what I was looking for. Thank god I have some other solutions in my cabinet, but I'm worried what I have isn't strong enough.
2020 is kicking my ass so hard, I can't even catch a freaking break.
Have you tried looking online for what you need for her? Maybe with express postage it could come quicker than the one thats stuck in transit?
Hope she gets better quickly
Phoenixx
Well-known member
The supplements for her immune support I did order online. I wish I did end up paying extra for express. I greatly underestimated how backed up everything is with online shopping and orders.
FORTUNATELY, she's starting to make a turn around. She's been sleeping less and doesn't feel as warm, so I think her fever finally broke. She's eating better, but still not drinking as much as I'd like. Thankfully I have an electrolyte solution I've been giving her, along with the l-lysine, probiotic, and some dehydrated liver I've been doing for some added vitamins until her multivitamin and immune support come in.The good news is that I'm too depressed to eat more than a few bites at a time, so my normal grocery shopping trip from last weekend should last me about four months.
PugofCrydee
You want to know how I got these scars?
PugofCrydee
You want to know how I got these scars?
Definitely A for me..
LoyalXenite
Well-known member
Closer to B but with less sympathy
usually more like 'wtf did you do that for, its your own fault it hurts now'
Pacific_Loner
Pirate from the North Pole
Closer to B but with less sympathy
Yeah this meme needs a C option for children of angry parents
FountainandFairfax
in a VAN down by the RIVER
Phoenixx
Well-known member
Whatever positivity I had almost a week ago is long gone. So tired of my life sucking. It's just one crappy thing after another. I'm tired of being sad, anxious, and frustrated all the time. 
My kitty relapsed, I'm afraid I might lose her. Can't do anything jobwise. My husband wrecked his car today - no fault of his own, he's fine. My parents are both sick, and I'm afraid they caught the virus because it just hit their town this week. I'm so scared of everything happening right now, I just want it to be over. I want things to be normal for once.
My kitty relapsed, I'm afraid I might lose her. Can't do anything jobwise. My husband wrecked his car today - no fault of his own, he's fine. My parents are both sick, and I'm afraid they caught the virus because it just hit their town this week. I'm so scared of everything happening right now, I just want it to be over. I want things to be normal for once.
PugofCrydee
You want to know how I got these scars?
Whatever positivity I had almost a week ago is long gone. So tired of my life sucking. It's just one crappy thing after another. I'm tired of being sad, anxious, and frustrated all the time.