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More depressed than usual. But then, a sibling calling you a waste of space and really clever in the same breath will do that. The sad part being that, if ah call that what it really is — being a cu_% — that makes me a cu_%. :cry: As if compliment me somehow is supposed to me feel better about myself.

Of course, I’ve got a brain — ah wus born wae yin ! Duh !! I’m also physically disabled, but that’s a non-issue, apparently.
 
I just want to feel like I look.

I've done all this work to improve my health and appearance, but I'm still just a socially awkward misfit inside.
Well done on taking action to change your appearance to feel happier - I kinda need to do that but time is not on my side with commitments.

Hopefully this change gives you that little bit of confidence to take steps in a social environment.
 
My girlfriend is done with me and I have to find somewhere to live.

How is everybody else's global pandemic going?
I'm sorry, that sucks. On the bright side, hotels are probably cheaper than rent now because no one wants to stay in one. Also mortgage rates are all time lows from the virus, so if you wanted to buy a house and not-so-subtly show it off that's a bit more doable than usual.
 

Phoenixx

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My girlfriend is done with me and I have to find somewhere to live.

How is everybody else's global pandemic going?
Damn sorry to hear that. :( I hope you're not being literally kicked out right away, are you?


This week was supposed to be my week. 5 days off from work, AC comes out on Friday, and I was going to spend the whole weekend playing it. Unfortunately my cat is sick. She's not doing horribly, but she's not doing well either. She's had a slight fever since Saturday and she's on 2 rounds of antibiotics. I'm doing everything I can nutritionally to help her. Timing sucks because I'm waiting on her higher quality immune support to come in. It's currently stuck in transit because of this stupid virus hysteria. I went to the pet store today to find something else to get me by. Absolutely nothing. Shelves were empty and what wasn't empty wasn't what I was looking for. Thank god I have some other solutions in my cabinet, but I'm worried what I have isn't strong enough.

2020 is kicking my ass so hard, I can't even catch a freaking break. :mad::(o_O
 
I'm sorry, that sucks. On the bright side, hotels are probably cheaper than rent now because no one wants to stay in one. Also mortgage rates are all time lows from the virus, so if you wanted to buy a house and not-so-subtly show it off that's a bit more doable than usual.
Thanks vj. I have a friend who's letting me move in on short notice. I wish I had the cash for a down payment on a house. I believe it would be a great time to buy.
Damn sorry to hear that. :( I hope you're not being literally kicked out right away, are you?
No, I got time. Nobody's mad at each other or anything. I'm honestly not even 100% sure why we're breaking up. She just wants to figure out her depression on her own? I guess?
This week was supposed to be my week. 5 days off from work, AC comes out on Friday, and I was going to spend the whole weekend playing it. Unfortunately my cat is sick. She's not doing horribly, but she's not doing well either. She's had a slight fever since Saturday and she's on 2 rounds of antibiotics. I'm doing everything I can nutritionally to help her. Timing sucks because I'm waiting on her higher quality immune support to come in. It's currently stuck in transit because of this stupid virus hysteria. I went to the pet store today to find something else to get me by. Absolutely nothing. Shelves were empty and what wasn't empty wasn't what I was looking for. Thank god I have some other solutions in my cabinet, but I'm worried what I have isn't strong enough.

2020 is kicking my ass so hard, I can't even catch a freaking break. :mad::(o_O
Jeez, I hear you. And it's still only March.
 

LoyalXenite

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Damn sorry to hear that. :( I hope you're not being literally kicked out right away, are you?


This week was supposed to be my week. 5 days off from work, AC comes out on Friday, and I was going to spend the whole weekend playing it. Unfortunately my cat is sick. She's not doing horribly, but she's not doing well either. She's had a slight fever since Saturday and she's on 2 rounds of antibiotics. I'm doing everything I can nutritionally to help her. Timing sucks because I'm waiting on her higher quality immune support to come in. It's currently stuck in transit because of this stupid virus hysteria. I went to the pet store today to find something else to get me by. Absolutely nothing. Shelves were empty and what wasn't empty wasn't what I was looking for. Thank god I have some other solutions in my cabinet, but I'm worried what I have isn't strong enough.

2020 is kicking my ass so hard, I can't even catch a freaking break. :mad::(o_O
Have you tried looking online for what you need for her? Maybe with express postage it could come quicker than the one thats stuck in transit?

Hope she gets better quickly
 

Phoenixx

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Have you tried looking online for what you need for her? Maybe with express postage it could come quicker than the one thats stuck in transit?

Hope she gets better quickly
The supplements for her immune support I did order online. I wish I did end up paying extra for express. I greatly underestimated how backed up everything is with online shopping and orders. :confused: FORTUNATELY, she's starting to make a turn around. She's been sleeping less and doesn't feel as warm, so I think her fever finally broke. She's eating better, but still not drinking as much as I'd like. Thankfully I have an electrolyte solution I've been giving her, along with the l-lysine, probiotic, and some dehydrated liver I've been doing for some added vitamins until her multivitamin and immune support come in.
 
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