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S_Spartan

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You know, us people with social issues tend to think that the world of normals is happy-go-lucky but the rare times that I talk to strangers in public they are always bitching about something.
Like this old dude in the locker room tonight complaining that he can't find a good piece of fried fish in the area. I mean cussing and swearing about it! and he says "and this beer battered shit, all it does is hold the grease! I might as well just eat a pile of grease"!
Then he turned the whole thing into a thing about America and how we only have crap food here(which is true) and how they are really living well over there in Europe.
I almost never EVER talk to a strangers and have it be an uplifting experience.
No wonder I don't want to talk to people!
 

Hoppy

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anomicdeer

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You know, us people with social issues tend to think that the world of normals is happy-go-lucky but the rare times that I talk to strangers in public they are always bitching about something.
Like this old dude in the locker room tonight complaining that he can't find a good piece of fried fish in the area. I mean cussing and swearing about it! and he says "and this beer battered shit, all it does is hold the grease! I might as well just eat a pile of grease"!
Then he turned the whole thing into a thing about America and how we only have crap food here(which is true) and how they are really living well over there in Europe.
I almost never EVER talk to a strangers and have it be an uplifting experience.
No wonder I don't want to talk to people!

Yeah. People like that irritate me. I bet he has a lot more crap to say why he's still in the United States.
 

anomicdeer

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I can't smell or taste anything. I took Sudafed and it helps but I still can't taste or smell anything. How?!? How the heck do I have allergies all of the sudden...??
 

Ithior

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I don't like receiving key chains because I don't use them. I only carry 4 keys with me and I put them in this small pocket all my pants have above the right pocket. If I put a key chain they don't fit there.

I can't smell or taste anything. I took Sudafed and it helps but I still can't taste or smell anything. How?!? How the heck do I have allergies all of the sudden...??

Spring is here and it's a bad season for people with allergies.
 
I wish so much I could make my life's work doing research on depression and especially anxiety. Anxiety is so neglected compared to depression.

I've spent my whole life depressed and anxious. I feel deeply for others who have it chronically too. I want to help :( I guess it's selfish, I want to help because I want help and I know what it feels like, but reading how some people struggle can be truly heart-rending and I have a whole family of people with these issues. I've just seen far too much devastation, far too many broken people and lives where there was so much potential. The emptiness and drama of it all sickens me. I want to fill the void.
 

PugofCrydee

You want to know how I got these scars?
The wealth the Vatican hoards while preaching that others should 'share the wealth' yet they continue to call for more donations, they continue to amass land and are the 2nd or 3rd ranked organization in the world for owning land. The pope washes the feet of beggars whilst wearing chunky gold rings. No taxes paid.

Hypocrisy at its best/worst. Great business model though..
 
I've never broken a bone. I sprained my ankle once and messed up a pinky finger but that's it. Whenever I work out I notice my left ankle seems weaker than the right and it hurts doing certain exercises, and I never knew what the deal was. Until I remembered my sprained ankle years ago, and I wonder if that can make it a little weaker permanently :thinking:

Oh the pointless crap I post :p
 

Ithior

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I've never broken a bone. I sprained my ankle once and messed up a pinky finger but that's it. Whenever I work out I notice my left ankle seems weaker than the right and it hurts doing certain exercises, and I never knew what the deal was. Until I remembered my sprained ankle years ago, and I wonder if that can make it a little weaker permanently :thinking:

Oh the pointless crap I post :p

Pfft, I've never broken a bone or sprained anything. I did surgery on my feet though (twice), not sure why but I don't think it made any difference. Couldn't walk for weeks both times.
I also think I made a hole in my knee when I was a kid (fell on an iron thing in the middle of nowhere), but it was nothing serious. I still have the scar but I don't remember not being able to walk.
 
Sleep

I wonder what I'd feel like if I got more than 2 hours of sleep a night. I slept 1 am to 2:40 last night and about 2 hours each the previous 3 nights before. My head is throbbing, my low back is aching and burning, and I just want to freaking sleep for a few hours. I envy people who just wish to sleep and do like it's nothing, seems like an implausible way to drift off. My mind never functions normally but I feel completely crazy right now, and this isn't helping. I'm not even tired mentally, but my body is exhausted. I can't shut my stupid brain off no matter how hard I try.
 

Ithior

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Re: Sleep

I wonder what I'd feel like if I got more than 2 hours of sleep a night. I slept 1 am to 2:40 last night and about 2 hours each the previous 3 nights before. My head is throbbing, my low back is aching and burning, and I just want to freaking sleep for a few hours. I envy people who just wish to sleep and do like it's nothing, seems like an implausible way to drift off. My mind never functions normally but I feel completely crazy right now, and this isn't helping. I'm not even tired mentally, but my body is exhausted. I can't shut my stupid brain off no matter how hard I try.

This is what works for me:
Force your brain to imagine a story or something. Try to make it as real as possible. I usually take myself to a sunny island (with a forest) and I have to explore it and beat up the bad guys, but choose whatever you want. I usually imagine these things in a 3rd person view, so I force myself to imagine it in a 1st person view and make it as realistic as possible (kinda like a dream, where you feel your whole body as well). Don't try to make up a story beforehand, just make up stuff as you go and try to keep it simple (no twists). I usually start by picking the scenario and my clothes while in the forest, and then get out of there and fight like 2 or 3 enemies, decide which way I want to go, and keep beating up enemies as I go towards a castle or something.

After a short while I fall asleep. It's a bit hard in the beginning, your mind tries to think about other stuff, but you have to keep bringing yourself back to that scenario.
 
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