Going to try to contact companies in a different city from this one. It's about 30 to 60 minutes away by train, so I'll try to convince my mum to let me live there. I've been looking online and rents aren't very expensive, with an internship I'd be able to pay for it and still have 400 to 500€ left for food and electricity and so on. I won't be there to make money anyway, that's just a nice side effect.
Post your random thoughts/feelings etc
I just want to get on with it. Living. Don't need to justify it.
I love myself too much to be mad at myself for the way i am. I don't mean to do this but I'm only human and i mess up. At the same time i take comfort in the fact that i can blame my misgivings on my humanity and go ahead and knowingly do the wrong thing. I'm a horrible person.
What do you mean? Who are you trying to justify your life for?Kiwong said: ↑I just want to get on with it. Living. Don't need to justify it.
What happened?jc972 said: ↑I love myself too much to be mad at myself for the way i am. I don't mean to do this but I'm only human and i mess up. At the same time i take comfort in the fact that i can blame my misgivings on my humanity and go ahead and knowingly do the wrong thing. I'm a horrible person.
^ According to one poster on another thread, my post count is way too high to be living, and god forbid be happy at times. I'm don't need to justify myself to someone like that.
I saw that, and you're right. Just do what you're always doing and it'll be okay. 🙂Kiwong said: ↑^ According to one poster on another thread, my post count is way too high to be living, and god forbid be happy at times. I'm don't need to justify myself to someone like that.
I'll come up to Coffs one day and see your happy face one day soon. :😛:
MikeyC said: ↑I saw that, and you're right. Just do what you're always doing and it'll be okay. 🙂
I'll come up to Coffs one day and see your happy face one day soon. :😛:
I'll get the mobility scooter warmed up ready to show you the sights.
Sounds good! Haha.Kiwong said: ↑I'll get the mobility scooter warmed up ready to show you the sights.
I guess that would make coyote a deeply buried prehistoric fossil, then.Kiwong said: ↑my post count is way too high to be living
Mind you, I've probably called him that before... :thinking:
^ LOL :bigsmile:NathanielWingatePeaslee said: ↑I guess that would make coyote a deeply buried prehistoric fossil, then.
Mind you, I've probably called him that before... :thinking:
As far as post counts go, I definitely have one foot in the grave at least.🙄
I must have both feet and one hand in the grave, then? :bigsmile:BlueDays said: ↑^ LOL :bigsmile:
As far as post counts go, I definitely have one foot in the grave at least.🙄
Oh, I'd say you qualify as Charon's apprentice with that many posts!MikeyC said: ↑I must have both feet and one hand in the grave, then? :bigsmile:
I'm off to bury my head in some Pleistocene sand right now.
MikeyC said: ↑
What happened?
I was just thinking out loud for some reason. I've been thinking quite a lot lately. How are ya, Mikey?
I was thinking that twenty or thirty years ago they would have found that plane already.
S_Spartan said: ↑I was thinking that twenty or thirty years ago they would have found that plane already.
I'm sure it's parked out in the jungle somewhere under a camo tarp being loaded to the gills with anthrax or some kind of virus. The innocent people on board? Probably in a mass grave in the middle of nowhere. I hope I'm wrong and the passengers are all alive and well though.
Weird stuff happens that makes me wonder how real reality really is. Coincidences, happenings that seem to have meaning, things like that
^ I question reality sometimes too. But mainly because I frequently get feelings of Déjà Vu. To do with both places and situations. :idontknow:kihira said: ↑Weird stuff happens that makes me wonder how real reality really is. Coincidences, happenings that seem to have meaning, things like that
BlueDays said: ↑^ I question reality sometimes too. But mainly because I frequently get feelings of Déjà Vu. To do with both places and situations. :idontknow:
Yes, same.
Disappointed.