Ah wonder if ah'll ever find ma purpose in life...? :idontknow: :sad: Tae be honest, ah huv'nae got a scobby if ah will or no'. Certainly huv'nae found it in the last 9 years.
^I used to have the same thoughts, Graeme.
The last time I wondered what purpose could I possibly have in this world, I was driving past a little lake with a huge colony of ducks that I drive past to get to into town. The realization occurred to me that everyone of those 40 ducks just
"Live" , they have no purpose whatsoever, yet they are not made to feel guilty for not achieving a purpose in their lives.
Every animal on earth lives without a specific purpose they have to fulfil in order to feel
entitled to be alive. I realized mother nature does not require us to have some high-achieving-worthy-purpose, that has been invented and imposed on us by society.
So now I just "live" without feeling guilty, like every animal on earth does.:thumbup:
(I know animals exist to procreate and continue the species, but as I see it, if they fail to create babies, it does not matter because there are plenty of others than can and do. The same applies for us humans, IMO)
I've actually gotten a decent amount done today considering I'm feeling like I've been exsanguinated (yes I just wanted to use that word, because when the hell am I EVER going to get to use a word like that?).
^Lol, and an excellent use of the word exsanguinated, if I may say so, Opal!
I still feel like I've done next to nothing, though. I feel lethargic, spaced-out, and depressed. I've been studying but that's no fun and I want to do something fun. I just don't know what.
^Hope you start to get some energy back soon.