Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

[DeadmanWalking]

I just had a dream that I was killed by Freddy Krueger..... and I lived to feel his blades go through my heart. I didn't wake up until my dream self died. Lovely way to experience a night:lol:.

 

[Graeme1988]

Hello, SPW. :greeting:

I've missed you.

Aye, ah've missed ye anaw, auld yin.:ironicsmile:
^ (Yes, I've missed you as well, old one) :bigsmile:

Long time, no see, pal. How ya been keepin', anyway?

 

[Silatuyok]

Hello, SPW. :greeting:

I've missed you.

Helloooooo! Where you been? ::

 

[dottie]

Hello, SPW. :greeting:

I've missed you.

where have you been?! welcome back, graybs

 

[Opaline]

Hello, SPW. :greeting:

I've missed you.

Hi, Graybeard!

 

[Opaline]

If there's one thing I hate, it's when someone says they're going to do something and they don't. It's bad enough if they don't do it when they say they will, but when they never, ever do it at all, it's the worst. I don't know why it upsets me so much, but it does. And I feel like so many people do this.

Maybe that's just a part of life, maybe everyone does this to everyone all the time. I hate it, though. My cousin, my friends, my mother, my siblings, they've all done this to me recently and it just makes me think, You don't take it seriously. You don't respect me, or you don't care, or you're simply unreliable.

But then, I'm sure I've done it, too. I can't think of when I've done it any time recently, though. I think it's important to keep your word about something you say you'll do. If someone is relying on you, and you let them down consistently, why should they trust you ever again? And yet I don't have a choice with some people.

 

[coyote]

If there's one thing I hate, it's when someone says they're going to do something and they don't. It's bad enough if they don't do it when they say they will, but when they never, ever do it at all, it's the worst. I don't know why it upsets me so much, but it does. And I feel like so many people do this.

Maybe that's just a part of life, maybe everyone does this to everyone all the time. I hate it, though. My cousin, my friends, my mother, my siblings, they've all done this to me recently and it just makes me think, You don't take it seriously. You don't respect me, or you don't care, or you're simply unreliable.

But then, I'm sure I've done it, too. I can't think of when I've done it any time recently, though. I think it's important to keep your word about something you say you'll do. If someone is relying on you, and you let them down consistently, why should they trust you ever again? And yet I don't have a choice with some people.

mg: ok, just tell me what it was i forgot to do so we can move on to the next argument

 

[Opaline]

mg: ok, just tell me what it was i forgot to do so we can move on to the next argument

:question:

 

[coyote]

:question:

sorry, must have been having a flashback to one of the fights i had with an ex-wife :idontknow:

 

[Opaline]

Another odd but truly delicious culinary discovery: a freshly pan-fried hamburger with steamed carrots. The burger had garlic powder, onion powder, salt and pepper on it, and the carrots had pepper and walnut oil.

I speared a few carrots and combined them with a chunk of hamburger, and it was good! Kind of similar to a sausage/potato/carrot casserole, without the potato and with hamburger instead of sausage.

The carrots were sweetish, so they kind of subbed for the a hamburger bun, but they were... better! Healthier alternative

Yes, it sounds weird, but I'm really glad I tried it.

 

[MikeyC]

I haven't been here for five days - how are we all doing?

My grandmother finally passed away after a long time of being unwell. Funeral guy came around this morning and the funeral is planned for Wednesday. It's a good thing considering she was suffering.

Went to Melbourne yesterday so that was good, but still fighting the same lonely battles so that's bad - so pretty much same-same for me.

I hope everyone's well.

 

[coyote]

I haven't been here for five days - how are we all doing?

My grandmother finally passed away after a long time of being unwell. Funeral guy came around this morning and the funeral is planned for Wednesday. It's a good thing considering she was suffering.

Went to Melbourne yesterday so that was good, but still fighting the same lonely battles so that's bad - so pretty much same-same for me.

I hope everyone's well.

i'm sorry to hear about your grandmother, Mikey

take comfort that she is now at peace

 

[MikeyC]

i'm sorry to hear about your grandmother, Mikey

take comfort that she is now at peace

Thanks, mate. :thumbup: Yeah, she was suffering pretty bad towards the end. It was basically just a matter of time. But life goes on, and all that.

 

[Ithior]

I feel like leaving this place and go live somewhere else. A smaller city, with more nature, and far from here. Somewhere where people don't have high/wrong expectations of me. And of course, by myself.

The problem is I don't know where, I never had a job (so not a lot of money and I think I need to be working for at least 6 months to rent a house or something), and there aren't a lot of job offers out there.

 

[SilentBird]

It seems that my deeply ingrained harsh view of myself is too insurmountable to change. Instead I take comfort in that many others see me in a more complimentary light.

 

[coyote]

 

[Opaline]

Studying for my last final tomorrow. Can't wait to get this over with.

Today I was fine most of the day and then seemingly out of nowhere I felt jittery and couldn't take deep enough breaths or sit still or concentrate. This happened to me last week, too. For no reason I can discern. I mean, I ate some chocolate, but I don't usually get that reaction to chocolate! I am so tired of weird body problems, I really really am.

 

[dottie]

i feel like

Kate Bush - Sat in Your Lap - Official Music Video - YouTube

I see the people working,
And see it working for them.
And so I want to join in,
But then I find it hurts me.

Some say that knowledge is something sat in your lap.
Some say that knowledge is something that you never have.

I see the people happy,
So can it happen for me?
'Cause when I am unhappy,
There's nothing that can move me.

Some say that knowledge is something that you never have.
Some say that knowledge is something sat in your lap.
Some say that heaven is hell.
Some say that hell is heaven.

I must admit, just when I think I'm king,
(I just begin.)
Just when I think I'm king, I must admit,
(I just begin.)
Just when I think I'm king,
(I just begin.)

I've been doing it for years.
My goal is moving near.
It says, "Look! I'm over here."
Then it up and disappears.

Some say that knowledge is something sat in your lap.
Some say that knowledge is ho-ho-ho-ho.

I want to be a lawyer.
I want to be a scholar.
But I really can't be bothered.
Ooh, just gimme it quick, gimme it, gimme gimme gimme gimme!

Some say that knowledge is ho ho ho.
Some say that knowledge is ho ho ho.
Some say that heaven is hell.
Some say that hell is heaven.

I must admit, just when I think I'm king,
(I just begin.)
Just when I think I'm king, I must admit,
(I just begin.)
Just when I think everything's going great,
(I just begin,)
Hey, I get the break,
Hey, I'm gonna take it all--
(I just begin.)
When I'm king--
(-- just begin.)

In my dome of ivory,
A home of activity,
I want the answers quickly,
But I don't have no energy.

I hold a cup of wisdom,
But there is nothing within.
My cup, she never overfloweth,
And 'tis I that moan- and groaneth.

Some grey and white matter,
"Give me the karma, mama!"
I'm coming up the ladder,
"A jet to Mecca,"
I'm coming up the ladder,
"Tibet or Jeddah,
Up the ladder...
"To Salisbury,
A monastery,
The longest journey,
Across the desert,
Across the weather,
Across the elements,
Across the water!"

 

[Rawz]

I will become who I want to be, and get the kind of life I want, or I will die trying.

 

[ImNotMyIllness]

I will become who I want to be, and get the kind of life I want, or I will die trying.

Great attitude!:thumbup:
In the end, that's all you can do. Very inspiring.